Wednesday, 16 March 2016

hello March

15 days have come and gone.

and it didn't even bother me that I didn't post anything on this site for so long.

It's been very hectic since the beginning of the month and I've been wanting to cry for few days now but I didn't get the chance to. I'm that busy!
Something else happened too but I don't want to go over that again. My head hurts trying to re-tell the story again and again and again. I just hope it will be resolve soon or I go crazy. ಸ_ಸ

on a brighter note, I've been watching this new kdrama, Descendant of the Sun.
and thank Onew for being in it. 
and Song Joong Ki has nice abs! 
(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧


I could share topless SongJoongKi but too lazy kan Google for abs right now. 

Invisible audience: *gasp* when did you ever get tired Googling for abs?!
Me: *gasp more dramatically* OMG ((((゜д゜)))

(-_- )ノ
I told you, I'm tired.
they only play this on Wednesdays and Thursdays.

so the rest of the other nights, I watched F.R.I.E.N.D.S


( Ok, i took these from Google :B )

and they made me laugh and feel light headed. 
That's a good thing for me to get away from the real world.

anyway,
I was rereading some old posts and  i noticed how passionate I am about writing.
and it blew my mind when I realized why I never really make it my 'When I grow up, I wanna be' thing. 
I feel silly when I thought about how I told people that my biggest dream was to become 
a singer.
Not that it wouldn't be awesome and I do love to sing but I think I daydream a lot and imagining scenarios in my head too much to become a singer.
I think my biggest dream is to become a writer.
I like writing stories (or if you feel fancy, you can call it 'FanFic'). it's just, 
I'm lazy af.
and I'm not even joking about that last sentence.

maybe I should try writing a story again. i did leave a story hangin on asianfanfics. and it's been a long time since i open My Fanfics folder (or Didn't have the interest to open up the folder more like). oorrrr I don't know, do something about it.

IF I have the energy to.
right now, all i can think about is sleep and deal with a new day tomorrow.
macam pigi ke Battle bah aku kan keraja ani. 
and I'm so tired!
I know, keraja apa jua yg inda tired, kn? 
but, really, I am.
Mentally tired.

I really need to get a new job.

. . .

1 comment:

  1. Oh well, it has been so hectic too here! Wish you all the best!

    My office got descendant of the sun too I was thinking to wait for it to finish releasing before start watching it, but I dont think i can wait anymore hahahh I am so excited to watch it.

    Ikr, laziness defeats everything. Even since I started my etsy almost 3 months ago, I havent updated it at all. *roll eyes* also i keep thinking to produce something on weekends, but I am way too lazy even to wake up early and actually do something. I wasted my weekends by doing nth. Feel guilty, but nothing drives me to do more. What to do. Orz but anyway hwaitiingg! It is Monday tmorrow D;

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