People will be people

나도 알아

I know.

since before aku paham erti hidup (aseh! :P), I know.

I know that no matter what, good or bad, people are gonna talk.

• Praising you.

• bad-mouthing you.

• Exaggerate things for you.

• They'll do it all.

As a human being, I can't help but feel super upset when I learned that a certain someone (or two) were/are actually talking behind my back. I know i'm not always a 'saint', and I know about 'karma' too but it still hurts.

What I often do when something like this happened, I tell myself that people are gonna talk. no matter how much you want to make them happy (impress them, whatever), they'll never gonna stop talking about you. Those kind of people don't matter. what was that saying? (menggoogle~~ :P) ah. "Those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind" by Bernard M. Baruch.

*nod nod*

but still, sedih ku. 

am I that bad of a person?

Sometimes I think that I am.

#Twitter @Factsionary - Psychologists have proven that we tend to overestimate ourselves -- We are not as nice as we think we are. 

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*Gasp!*

GASP!!

Ottokae?
I havent study anything these school holiday.
Study apa, you said?

Study Korean.

blajar plang; thru drama and songs' lyrics. mostly dari lagu lah. ahaha jadi th ah. dari pada nada langsung. xP

my new year's Resolution? I shall not skip Korean Class if it's not necessary.

LOL.


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Danbo-ness

hahaha aku pun lupa sudah sejak bila ku suka sangat kn cDanbo ani.

and I've been googling Danbo images for so long now and I like how people are so creative about making Danbo seems so alive despite being an empty box with an expression. :P

So, I hope kadai figurines d Kiulap tu ada Danbo' stock sudah. second time ku ksana and kn bali, inda lagi ada bah cDanbo ah..pamos...


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Open Your Heart?

to open your mind is one thing.

to open your heart is another.

really, I am so trying to open both of them


but the heart is a little tough.


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Close/Bias

being close to someone is not just.

it's about being there; to listen, to care, to support.

and from here, we cant help but be a little bias.

a little gestures goes a long way. a single heart ache can haunt you forever.

So, paham2 tah knapa aku bias.

(LOL!)

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ONEW'S DAY

 N/A: edited 26 Dec 2012.

I'm doin this thru my phone so I duno how this post will turn out.

Hope it'll work out just fine.

anyhoo...
This is a very big day for my fav leader Onew;
ITS HIS BIRTHDAY!! saengilchukahae Onew-Ssi!!

I cant upload pictures at the moment..i'll do that later tonight (more like two weeks later..)

I just wana say, for now, that Onew is 23. No matter what or how they counted his age in Korea, In my world, Onew is 23. He was born in 1989, wasn't he?

(Awu, i'm a lil annoyed by that 'add one year' thing on Korean's age. Why do they want to be old so early one???)

hahaha anyway..yeah..HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONEW.

SARANGAE! XD


I know I said i want to make posts till end of 2012 tapi sesungguhnya aku nada idea apa lagi kn ku post. xP ahaha

I want!

I actually didn't manage to buy anything at the official merchandise booth. coz out of stock. membari sasak kn? Q for like an hour plus skali, nada? mcm apa. Zawir n Buzz bought cYuri punya kipas. I wanted to buy something else, but aku stubbornly thinking, 'if it ain't SHINee, I ain't buying'. LOL

So, now. aku kn bali yg unoffical punya brg thru FB. Inda th ku kira tu eh. asal ada. wawawa

looks legit jua. yatah kn mengoder ni. tunggu ko ah..tunggu bonus.

this looks cute.

ahaha
lain2an xP


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all mushy and what not.

during the last day kami dSingapore, i was all sentimental.

somehow, aku rindu banar kn the concert. though aku inda excited memikirkn the hardship we had to go thru before duduk lam venue tu.

I hope nanti ada msa lagi tu go to another smtown concert and relive those happy/excited moments.

In sha Allah.

hehe

A/N: WHEN IS THE NEXT SCHEDULE OUT?! hahah inda penyabar...

atarashi chingu

bwahahah...

translation?

New Friend.

(seriously aku ketawa2 masih ni...)

it's japanese (atarashi) and korean (chingu). hahaha

anyhoo..

we met new friend msa SMTown tu. and her name is Stefany. we didnt manage to take any picture with her so i'll just post that one pic from instagram time nya bebaris dpn kami for the official merchandise. xP hehe

(Stefany's the one on the left ;D)

we first saw her time kn menverified tickets and bags (boarding kh tu namanya? lol! too lazy to look up for it xP). she was wearing that MCM bag. yg famos artist korea pakai ah. and i told drg 'ia kn liat concert kali jua sma tani'. we dismissed it afterwards and continued to entertain ourselves while waiting for our turn in that long Q. pastu, we met again time kn chop passport. she was on the other lane. she saw us bru masuk n kinda telling us dmana kn Q. she was very friendly. really not what i expected. so, kami pun follow je. and the last time we saw her tym dBrunei before masuk kapal time duduk2 atu.

THEN

time arah concert venue.

kan kami atu mcm hampir2 lost, until we saw the sign 'Offical Merchandise'. So, kami berQ. then like about a couplde of minutes kami bQ atu, ada tia cStefany ani (msa tu kami alum tau namanya) and she was like, 'we were on the same flight right?' and we were like 'yeah.' and everything starts from there.

i asked her who's she supporting? and she said something about not being able to choose coz she likes them all. she did mentioned about TVXQ being from five to two. at that time i assumed that she used to be a cassiopeia. haha pastu ia tanya aku sapa ku minat and aku dgn bahagianya menjawab 'SHINee!'

and the story go on and on and on. LOL

we also had the same row: 61. but diff seats; drg arah 60++ and kami arah 113-115.

anyway...
last kami jumpa bnr2 time before naik kapal balik kBrunei. mcm apa kami becerita dsana ah. excited berabis. smpi one of the passengers figured out (psl aku tdgr drg becerita jua wawawa) yg kami atu bagas liat concert. LOL.

we exchanged fb/instagram contacts before we banar2 masuk kapal and that was the last of it.

we havent contacted yet ever since we landed (or after ia add aku arah instagram) but yeah.. nanti, for the next smtown concert, we can meet again. xD

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Open Arms

the on performance yg aku langsung inda expect was this; Open Arms, sang by, Onew, Ryeowook, Baekhyun and Chen.

i tot it'd be another duet between Onew and Ryeowook but pastu the two EXO members came out.

AMAJING song.

I've always love Mariah Carey's version of the song and now, i have another reason to love it even more.

have a listen to the song here.



daebak, right?

I duno which one but Baekhyun or Chen need to be enlisted into Immortal Song so they can show cast more of their vocal. ahaha memandai~~ xP

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Picture Spam

the title was supposed to read 'Picture & Video Spam' but.. sigh.. malas me.

anyhoo.

I only manage to take pictures and video alot during the final part of the concert; from SNSD's Gee until SMTown's Hope. at that time, ushers were no where to be seen and i think they were just too lazy to tell people off sudah aher2 atu, so apa lagi. took out my camera and snap2, rec2. LOL

without further a do...Picture spam.

 SNSD-Gee

 Sooyoung

 Dancing Out - SuJu

 Ryeowook

 Electric Shock - f(x)

 SHINee - Sherlock

 Sunny

 Taeyeon

 Changmin

Yunho

wish mata ku ni bleh captured everything and saved them arah pendrive kh, harddisk kh..kan senang.

Now, all i have is the memory inside my head which I can't express thru words just how awesome that concert was. ^^, maybe next time i wont be too scared kn kluar kn my phone/camera and just 'wing' it! LOL

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Where We Were

a few pictures of the stage. just to give you a rough idea just how far away the stage was from us.

but even so, the atmosphere make up for it.

I WANA GO TO ANOTHER SMTOWN CONCERT AGAIN!!

and before aku lupa: THANK YOU ZAWIR!! for making one of my dream came true. and to Bazilah, thank you for keeping up with my obsession tym dsana. kehkehkeh

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as per Listed: part 3

Onew's primetime.

hahaha macam apa...

before the concert, I was mentally prepared about not being able to see Onew; both on stage and on the jumbo screen.
but i was surprised. becoz whenever SHINee was on stage, there'd be alot of cam focusing on Onew and i just sat there smiling like a racoon and feeling so happy. *smile like a racoon*
the only part yg aku regret was that I didn't take out my camera sooner. (pasal there was this particular usher yg keraja nya kn menganakn kami sja. everytime kami kluar tipun she'd be like, 'sorry, no photography allowed'. like, Ok. -____-)

like I said in my previous post, I am still not able to upload my own fancam here. I duno why. and I really duno know how. So, like the previous post, i'll just post up a video which I found on youtube.

check it out:



Onew so cute. "You're so professional" and "December 8" super cute!! gangster like Onew.

:3

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as per Listed: part 2

ABS.

enough said.

pre-SMTown concert. cZawir ckp,ia kn bagi aku sneak peek of the concert (coz we kinda assume yg cSiwon will show off his abs. and cJonghyun jua) and gave me this link. cuba teka apa ya bagi?
Gambar cDonghae shirtless.

want to see more? Click here.


pastu, tym concert, inda tia cZawir ni encourage aku liat abs. kan cJonghyun ada perform shirtless, yatah cZawir ani balik2 cover muka ku with Yuri's kiap. maskuah...lucky I managed to snap a few pictures (tetapi blur). ahaha to feast me eyes, ku google. 0_0 terlalu xRated.

HAHAHAHAH

but still worth the share.

i know. very blur and SO FAR AWAY.
so, here goes the one(s) aku curi dari google.

you had enough?
hahaha adang th abs ani. pitutan krg. hahah

yatah wah..time performance tu kn, lagu nya ani membagi mental (it was heavy/metal rock kinda song). lucky Jonghyun was showing abs! (dark laugh) and when Taemin came out, and they were like 'skinship-ing', i was like, 'Banar th cJonghyun ni. bad influence arah cTaemin' ahahah.

Ok then. thats all for this post.

I leave you with this gif. :3

 A/N: ani jua noona ani sibuk men-spray2.

as per Listed: part 1

weeks leading up to the SMTown concert in Singapore,
I 'studied' two important songs; Dear My Family and Hope.
why? because I wana sing-a-long with them. ahaha
wana know how it turns out?
i/they didn't nyanyi Dear My Family at the beginning of the concert. f(x) came out and sang Hot Summer instead.
ii/as expected, they sang Hope at the end of the concert but I was too busy searching for cOnew with my naked eyes to sing-a-long with them. (but i did sang Changmin's high-note like a boss..LOL)

(seriously, I'm brain dead right now. mcm, inda ku tau cna kn mengcompose post ani. LOL!! anyway~~) lets post up a couple of vids here.

1. Dear My Family (where I 'study' the lyrics)



2. Hope (I apologize my lovely readers. I wanted to upload my own vid but i duno how n when I did try, it refused to upload. So, i'll just post fancams yg dari youtube sja. its basically the same..eheh)



I'm a tat bit disappointed right now coz the vid wont load. masmeah~

Bah, atu sja for tonight. 

anticipate my next post. xD

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Oh Em Gee

I actually didn't post anything for the month of November??

NANDAYO! 

ahaha

Hello guys? How's it going? hehe 
Sorry I haven't posted anything msa November. I tot aku ada post wah. Esp before I fly off ke Singapore last 23rd Nov.

but I guess I really didn't post up anything (durhh..prove right here bebeh~)

ahaha

I havent prepared anything yet. So, please wait just a lil while longer.

post you wana anticipate:

• recent/latest stuck in my head
• SMTown in Singapore 
• my Onew
• Quotes
• SMTown goodies I wana purchase via Facebook. (coz I didn't manage to buy them dsana)
• Kim Jonghyun's abs. (wawawa)
• etc

*nod nod*

i'll be posting all the way till the end of 2012 and hope my post will be a lot more than I had last year. *peace*

So, wait ah..hehehe

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