why Hangul

annyeong..

I know when you read this, you'd be saying how degrading I was towards a certain someone but let's face it, you have this thoughts once or twice or even more in yr life.

I merrily sharing this just to show how important it is FOR ME to do it.

and that is learning Korean.

the simplest way to tell you why I wanna do it is because I want to understand what my Korean idols are saying. without having to read the subtitles.

So I signed up for Korean class at this government Institution and the classes are due to start next year.

I did try and apply for Japanese class too (Japanese was the first language that I wanted to study. I don't know. must be the influence of friends, anime, movies, etc. ) but the person in charge of the registration advice me not to. Coz she said If the class clashes, there is no way I could reschedule and that I might have to drop one of the classes. I didn't think long and dropped Japanese out and decided to just go with Korean.

for weeks now, I've been thinking about how I regretted signing up for Korean class instead of Japanese. I mean, I like to sing along to Japanese song more than I do Koreans, I enjoy listening to Japanese conversation than I do Koreans, and the romanized Japanese are easier to read than the romanized Koreans. I was frustrated with myself for not being loyal and took Japanese first.

But then, something happened tonight.

I was watching this movie, Easy A on HBO with two other people. A/N: Now, to those who doesn't know me, I hated it when I'm watching something and someone; asking me what happened (when you were there, been watching the whole thing with me), asking me whats gonna happened next (dude, baru jua ku meliat ni), and etc. So, was watching and this person asked me what it meant (it's an english movie btw) or this person explain to me what was going on but the interpretation was so wrong. I mean, man, do you know English at all? I mean, you don't have to speak the language but really? I got annoyed and thought, that was simple English. how could you not know.

Ok I know I was mean having that kind of thoughts but after thinking bout how I wanted to post that on Twitter and FB and of course, Blogpost, it hits me. that 'simple' English that I was talking about, I used to have difficulty in understanding it too, back when I was so much younger and English noob (LOL!). I'm not saying am good with English now, I know I still have so much to learn but compared to how I was back in 2000, my English now is SOOOO much better. it took me at least 5 years to finally able to write, speak and understand English. I was thinking too much about my embarrassing young life back then up to the point of realising/understanding why I decided to take Korean class over Japanese class.

Thus, having these memories, I finally understand why I chose Korean over Japanese. Since I'm so obsess with Korean pop group and what not, I need to quickly learn the language and be able to watch whatever on youtube or TV without having to bother for the subtitles anymore.
I know its not gonna be an easy task. I mean, it took me FOREVER to master English, the language that has been exposed to me since I was little and had been studying since pre-school but only managed to get it properly in 2004 max, don't you think it's going to take me another forever to be able to write, speak and understand Korean?

I dread the long years.

But I guess, if BoA can master Japanese in two years, I think I can too with Korean.

I think lah...if my focus did not waver...IF...


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Food

annyeong...

how are you guys?

am a lil bit dizzy, hazy and sleepy.

wawawa part bermalas2an, bagi sja aku. aku tah Queen. xP

Today, am gona post about how much I love food.

I mean, I really do! one of the reason why going on a diet is such a hard thing to do. Coz let's face it, EVERYBODY's idea of a diet is skipping meals or belapar. that's what I have in mind too. No matter how well I know that that's the wrong way to diet, I still skipped meals if I wanted to go on a diet.

And becoz I love food so much, I can't. I can skipped one meal, n then the next but for sure, on the third one, aku give up and makan th saja. dengan lahip nya. LOL! food is yummy!

ESPECIALLY fried, junk, etc food. *big smile* (slalu Jollibee plang but funny, aku alum pernah ambil gmbr makann Jollibee..ahaha luan lapar, tarus ngap sja kali..inda lagi smpt menggambar..ahah) I know Sushi is not fried but it's food. So it counts. I don't really eat Kimchi but I like Black Noodles and Kimbab. xD



and I have a thing for Ice Creams (or anything ice related; shakes, frozen yogurts, etc)



and was told just last night that I'm sweet teeth or something.




I guess I have a thing for makanan masin too.

Coz, come on..sapa jua kn makan tawar2? (erm..my mom? HAHAHAH!)

So, yeah..food.. I Love Food! all varieties of it..or most of it...

How about you? xD

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Westlife Where We Are

yes. I finally managed to watch Westlife, Where We Are Tour Live in O2 Arena.



and be the fangirl I used to be. had a few tears at the beginning. it was tears of guilt, mind you.

Sigh..no use crying over the spilled milk..Nasi sudah menjadi bubur..apa lagi?

I watched it and fangirling for a couple of hours. I miss this side of me. (liat concert thru DVD and imagining myself with that audience, and clapping along, singing along, like, aku dsana...gila mode on ahaha!)

Mark's vocal was amazing. he also arranged some of the songs (acapella ones) and he was amazing at doing that. bravo Markie~ xD (this is the only picture of Markie I could fine, he's the one on the right. yg palak2 tu, cKian..lol!)

Shane was, as always, AWESOME! his live (vocally) is beyond all greatness. He outdone himself, again.

Nicky. you remember me complaining about how he sang very little? well, I should've watched this before I make that post, shouldn't I? he ACTUALLY sang lots and lots of line in here. and I am beyond proud. I was right. that 10years plus in the business with sold out tours did improved him, vocally. Nico, I'm so proud.

Kian. I love Kian. he's this tough looking guy on the outside. when in reality, he's actually mr. Softy. he sang well. his vibe was to look for, esp during medley session, and he did exceptionally well here. I'm proud of you too, Kino. ;)

I like their medley; esp the Halo/How to Break a Heart. i love that part very much. I also like the fact that they didn't do so much change on the arrangement of their old songs; Swear It Again, If I Let You Go, My Love, Flying Without Wings, What Makes a Man (to name a few)...it's nostalgic. i like that.

one thing am not liking about that concert; the background pictures, on the screens. bukn yg bapa cKian and Nicky atu. atu sweet and touchy. yg before2 that. mcm, WTH? sapa kh punya idea pki those GIFs, JPG, etc. Westlife is so much better than that. ( i hope it's not Markie's ideas. since, you know, he was the creative director of the Tour Programme book :S)

the overall performance was *applause*. I can't get over how amazing Mark's voice was. He was like, super amazing! no words can describe how am feeling right now..I just, the way he sings, it touches the strings of my heart...I don't know..just, amazing...

and I didnt know Markie has a dog. i mean as his own. I only know he has that black lab family dog back during the early days of Westlife.


p/s: I'm still trying to get used to the idea that they are really calling it off. it's so weird hearing them talk about going about this business in the next five years or so in the DVD documentary. it's like, how ironic for me to be hearing that after the break up news. it's so much harder than you think. and pictures are not mine. credit goes to the respective owners.


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FREEDOM

YEEHAA~~

first thing I did was sleep. hours and hours of it. (ahaha mcm apa.. xP)


and now am getting tired of it.

next thing I wana do, write a new fic. OR continue the one that I abandoned sometimes ago. ahaha OR write none, and continue reading those I subscribed on Asianfanfics.com



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You think writing fics/stories ani easy kh? think again. there are characters you need to build, storyline you need to make, inserting funny bits to entertain your reader (and it's harder when you're not a funny kinda person), making the story VERY realistic is another thing, and a lot more..and more times than another, you have to deal with your writer's block episode (<-- hardest one yet)

So, in conclusion. I'm just gonna skipped 'writing fics' one and try and do another..like, LIAT TB!! wawawa catching with random TV series on Astro is always something. You get to memalas dpn tb all day..OH SNAP! am gona missed Boboi Boy on Disney ch. oh well..too late...

I'm not gona go back to sleep..like, seriously..ngaleh ku tido ah... too much sleep is bad.. i guess I don't like it as much as I used to..

OR. I can go and buy those Anime series. mcm lama dh ku addicted (since my Sailormoon marathon) but I kept thinkin Korea ku pun alum abis ku liat, kn mbali baru th lagi? ahahah but now that i think about it, I'm just gona skipped those Korean dramas (since aku tau dh jalan and ending ceta on all the stories yg i havent watch) and continue with my anime (newly found) obsession. ahaha we'll see...klu ku rajin kn nunggui dvd jua tu..tb sja ku malas nunggui....

i have no particular anime that i wana watch, coz up till today i've been watching them randomly arah Animax ch.715 ah...hmm..I do want to watch K-on 1 and 2. I've watched several of it's episodes on animax and I like it. xD



OR maybe I'm only there to hear the Japanese language. ahaha I should have applied for Japanese class instead of Korean class.. sigh.. too late.. my Korean class start next year...which reminds me, I have to go and check my jadual around 21st December rh bangunan ijau..(lol! kes malas menyabut and menaip wawawa)


OOkkk..mcm jauh sudah lari nya post ani...

I see you guys next time.

It's almost the end of November and December is the month of holidays, anybody going anywhere for vacations?


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Kimchi?

well...



Not really kimchi

but I want to eat Black Noodle and Kimbab.

when can we go?

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Fat chance

Fat chance lah babe..


but no matter. I'm gona see how it goes next week.

ahaha payah lau obsess ani..final concert th lagi..sigh! mesti kuat ati..MESTI!

oba~~

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a lil stress

just. a. little.


just. a. little.

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Something to Share

annyeong..it's Monday and it's a public Holiday!!

YAY ME!!

public holiday for Hari Raya Aidiladha. ehee So, Eid Mubarak all.

moving on.

I found/heard this quote like, months ago. or maybe even last year. I finally managed or remembered to go and look for it today.

it was taken from the How I Met Your Mother TV show. the convo was between Ted and Stella. I was so touched when I heard it and I feel like, I wana share.

So, here goes...

"I know you're tired of waiting and you may have to wait a little while more but she's on her way, Ted. and she's getting here as fast as she can," - Stella.




So, yeah...it's something, right?

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Apparently

So, something to share.

apparently, I'm gay.

being reason; been single since forever.

It started off as a joke but it ended up me being too sensitive about the subject.

NOOO, not the 'gay' part. tsk.

I mean the part where I'm still single. since. forever.

I know I shouldn't be. but I don't know. that subject ticked me off these days.

or maybe because I lack of sleep and I found out 'something' of mine being copied. and that person was being innocent about it. I hate it when it's my idea and then someone just came out with it first and claiming it to be theirs. I HATE IT!
tsk!! I am not amuse. period.

yes, I'm gay. thanx bro (my brother was the one who actually gave that statement of me being gay coz I'm still single) you just lifted up my love life spirit to the moon. Thanx.



p/s: no. I'm not always like this. I'm usually very positive about being single. Just let me have my moments of being cranky, hating, pissed, tick off, annoyed, irritated, etc about this subject.

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Forever Alone

annyeong....

aku depress. and sakit parut. and pissed.

So, am posting nonsense again.

purely to entertain my lonely heart (<-- HAHAHAH! right~~)

here goes...

macam apa cTaemin menyurung cOnew ah? LOL!

this is what happened to me dOpis. esp during 'OFF' days.

Onew's cuteness. Let's spread the Love xD (i still want Taemin's hair)

Onew and his Chicken obsession. (i wonder how true this statement is...)

and then, everybody seems to be having 'someone' at the moment, and I'm feeling...

but then again,

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