going Japanese

konichiwa...

ahaha

SHINee's Japanese Replay mv is already out!! am over the moon and super obsess!

there are alot of Onew. a lot of Taemin. very little Minho. ok lah for Key and Jonghyun.

n since i've watched the mv more than 10 times already, i noticed how Jonghyun didn't quite 'jump' around..(check out the dance routine n you'll understand what i mean...) i think his ankle is not quite heal yet. poor Jongie. i hope he'll get better before the real Japanese debut kicks in, which is on the 22nd June. YAYYY!! not that i'd be able to cheer them on much, since, you know, am in Brunei and their debut is in Japan. by right, their debut SHOULD be in Japan but they'll start off their promotion in London. in one of EMI branches studio there. i envy those Londoners.

anyhoo..let's just enjoy their Japanese Replay here, shall we?




kawaiiiiii!!!

NOONA LOVES YOU!! xD

Funny

Funny how silent can have a thousand meaning...

So,

So sakai...

annyeong~~

I know..it's been awhile...

it's been a while since I last mengomen on any movies that I watched. even aku lupa dah movie yg ku liat. I know i was supposed to post something on at least three movies but I think, they'll just have to wait a lil longer..eheh

How's your May so far? Good?

Mine is, ok. Calm. or trying to be. and I cried early this month. I don't remember exactly bila but yeah..and I don't even know why I cried. rasa sja kali kn meluahkn dalam tangisan. ahaha and it worked. I was back to being normal after that and can think straight once again...maybe I should learn not to bottle things up lama2.

anywaayyy...why so sakai??

it's because of this application on iPhone I found and bought on iTunes.

ColorSplash.

it's so simple and easy to use. and since aku ni inda lah smart sangat kn me-edit2 gmbr with super-complex-image-editor, am happy with this apps. it's AMAZING! xD

i edited three photos so far;


the app allows you to put colors on a certain part of yr picture (like i did with the above) to make that part stands out more (again, like i did with Onew xD). it's soooooo simple!

So sakai right now that am looking for pictures yg ada cOnew dtangah2 but that's kinda impossible sal cOnew punya position lam gmbr most of the time is dujung2 and siring2 (it's been like that since their debut..) SO..yeah...

Hurt

You know that feeling of forgiveness?

I do.

You know that feeling of hurt?

I do.

You know that feeling; you forgive but every time the memory of watever flooded back in, you still hurt?

I do too.

I forgive but I never forget.

So, i think the best way for me to truly forgive you is by not seeing you again. EVER.

I know that's just wrong but it's how I feel.

and I wonder if you'd forgotten of what you did.

When?

i've been wondering about this for weeks;

when did I become the bad guy??

like, seriously?

i think it all started when I finally have the guts to actually fight back.

is that so wrong?

you've won so many battles before, why can't I win a few?

but i guess, it's just human bloody nature.

Just. So. You. Know.

annyeong happy people.

I'm in my gona-stay-calm mode.

Coz, seriously, ngaleh ku yoh kn melayan.

Yatah, I just wana stay calm, think positive and just go with it?

aku tah mental2 dsini ani, mun bisia ani nda jua paham2 nya..aku sja yg abis drained to the bone.

So, yeah.

Lagi pun bnyk lagi perkara lain yg bulih mbuatkn aku happy.

Seperti;

1. SHINee Japanese debut!!! which is soon. am soo excited!!! xD

2. Currently addicted to BoA's 옆사람 (A Person Next to You). (lam iTunes ku ani plang --> 옆 사람 (Stand By) namanya, p yg rh CD *cough*pirated*caugh* atu ya ckp 옆사람 (A Person Next to You) inda ku tau mana yg lurus..). the song's not exactly happy. sedih plang ni. but BoA's so amazing it makes me happy. xD

3. Onew!!! he's so cute! dubuness!! he's new hair for their Japanese debut is cuteness!! xD it's so much better than Ring Ding Dong hair. xD!

See? I am now having happy2 thoughts.

my happy moments are mostly my fantasy but isn't that the best place to be when you want to avoid this cruel/ugly reality?

Super everything..

super annoyed.

super pissed.

super hate.


ARGH!

this is why I hate trying to get close to new people; trying to tolerate their ooglee side. argh!

hate. hate. hate. double hate.

awu, memang. I have secluded circle of friends. and I don't mind.

GILA! sakit ku kedia ah..

*tarik napas....exhale. slowly.*

or probably I was just cranky when it happened. and those people need to be forgiven for they do not know me well enough to NOT mess with during 'my days'...

and I need to apologize too.

aku ok plang, tapi ego ku ani wah!

muahahahah!