Seriously, Buhbye

caution: highly xRated language involves. to those yg rasa this is an unnecessary post, LEAVE. It's my life, my rage and my blog.

sialan bnr...aku ni, lama plang sudah inda mpost random rage ani..tetapi..oleh kerana hamba Allah sorang atu cemani kejadiannya kn..apa lagi..raging lah ku ni..

1. aku tau aku ni pathetic. talo at some point. n stupid skali skala. BUT YOU! have no rights (AT ALL) to point it out to me AT ANY GIVEN TIME!

2. LIKE DUHHHHHH!! so what if aku angan2 yg cOnew (or mana2 artist dDunia ani, yg aku obsess kn) tu jadi boipren ku?? IT WAS JUST an ANGAN2! I KNOW PERFECTLY WELL yg he (they) WILL NEVER BE my boipren(s). key point here; 1. I KNOW! and 2. IT WAS JUST an ANGAN2! what's so wrong with angan2 anyways? i know where I stand. I know mana reality, mana inda. I know whether or am desperate kn cari boifren (which am not, mind you. coz am quite happy of where i am at the moment)

3. despise us? calling us parasites? is that how you refer us, a once yr fren who actually have a heart kn accept ko for who you are until you act all shit dsna atu? and you wonder kenapa kami act all, i don't know, ignorant over yr random posts? well, since ko BANYAK 'sixth' sense dsana atu kn, why don't you tell me knapa kami cemani, and ko cematu??

4. i don't appreciate you for making me feel like am not worthy of someone else's love. i don't appreciate you for making me feel like am that pathetic over love that i have to dream of cOnew becoming my boipren. i don't appreciate you for making me feel like at the bottom of this thing we called 'Love' just becoz you FINALLY found one over yr desperation. i don't appreciate you trying to make me feel like i have to find the need to fight you back over your stupid, childish act. I. DON'T. APPRECIATE. YOU.

5. aku mau, ko pikirkn perangai mu yg ko buat2, yg mikin menjadi2 dsna atu. pastu, ko gtau aku what you did wrong and why we choose to act the way we do msani? ok? klu rasa2nya kami ada buat salah, nanti men-set kn time/date to make a conference, ok? that way, aku harap, ko sadar lah. atu sja yg ku mau; KO SADAR!

6. things to point out; since ko ani jenisnya nda pndi sadar2nya jua kn, mari th aku mempoint rh mu a few things utk mu beHujah dsna atu. 1. ko yg start dulu. 2. peribunan mu tu kadang2 over the line. 3. ko suka (randomly) mencari psl rh urg. awal2 tu cali n dpt dterima lah p udah lama2 atu, kejiwa jua ku ulihnya. 4. juz becoz u've been thru 'some' experiences in a 'certain' field of life, that doesn't make you an expert in that field. jan luan memandai and stau dsana atu. there are things yg ko patut simpan sja rh diri mu, and give advises ONLY WHEN NEEDED.

7. i think atu sja kali yg patut ku luah kn. kesian klu ko mbca ani and ko rasa kn tumbuk screen lappy atu. aku pun takut plang jua mun ko kn numbuk aku. apa jua aku ani, perempuan.

8. incase you haven't notice, i've removed/deleted/blocked you from EVERY telecommunication thingy in the world. Yes, am serious. SELAMAT TINGGAL! GOODBYE! ANNYEONG! SAYONARA! ADIOS! BUHBYE!