Finale..

No lah..bukn finale blog ku..finale post sja..for June ani..

am bored. tired. lost. everything else.

I juz wanted to say yg I've watched Ghost Whisperer and CSI:NY up to the lastest episodes (or maybe abis th tu ya episode nya ah for this season)..n am beginning to not understand the storyline anymore. lampau bynk wah. can not recall back on the smallest scenes. but, oh well..at least, up to date.

Regarding my novel(SSSSSS)...I havent started on Pretty Little Liars book 3. (typical~) but i feel like I wana finish the Dan Brown one first. Kali. since ya sblh bntal ku atu jua kn. will see how tonight goes. If aku ada mood, ada ku mbca tu..if not, main game n maybe liat Glee th sja tu. maybe.

I REALLY hate my work place at the moment. Imagine every morning, I'm always thinking bout takin another cuti. thats how much I hate that place at the moment. sigh..I prayed for strength and patient. Both requires to cool down my temper yg somehow kn mbukut urg sja ever since that one lousy incident. SIGH! mana sja lah ko babi. i dun care much anymore. pray for my absent from your life. Soon would be better. Better for you and me.

Take Note: this is why you need real frens. but don't dun get me wrong plang. they might betray you also. *bpikir* actually, I DUNO! ahahah sama sja pun. the only person that you need to trust and believe is yourself. sigh. I DUNO. figure it out yourself lah..which ever suited you, use/apply it.

P/S: Racial issue is inevitable. no matter how much you dun one to be racist, believe me, it's there in your heart and there's nothing you can do about it. Now, gerenti ko ckp nda plang tu but pecaya th, udah ko kna, then you will know cemana rasanya.

Much Much?

this was supposed to be posted kemarin2 but since i couldn't find my cardreader, i cn not lah..

Let's get straight the point2..

a) Synchronize much?
this is what I noriced recently from my work place. Yellow yoh..(no zawir, bukn niat ku kn menjeles kn ko. HAHAHA XP)



b) Bored Much?
n this one was fresh. on friday, 25th June. an-arogamy(sp?)-toilet-paper boat in the girls toilet. Someone was THAT free? ahah or maybe TERlabih depress that ia bth2 djmbn, smpi mbuat2 boat..It's a very sad place to be at the mo..so i guess i understand how she must be feeling (of course lah i know 'she' tandas perempuan kali??)

YES!!

alhamdulillah...

berkat usaha ku yg memajal kn abis kn, habis jua novel cSara Shepard's Flawless tu ulih ku tadi..
dua mlm sja ku ngabiskn..i wonder why it took me almost 2years plus kn abis kn buku atu..ahaha oh well,

So..next on the list, would be Sara Shepard's Perfect. xD (wanted to insert pic but cn not find my cardreader any where. So, imagine, almost the same barbie-like cover but warna pink. ahaha xP)

(edited/insert 2nd picture on 27th June.)

Tough Week

Emotionally, aku depress.
Mentally, aku MENTAL tahap BOGEL~
Physically, aku NGALEH!

I know it's only Monday but it feels like it's been Monday for a week.

never the mind. I wanted to post our pictures from 19th June but too lazy kn upload2 now. eheh

What am gona do, is, post Quotes Project No. 3 sja;


"I wonder what It's like to have it All...
Wish I had a bunch of Money,
Catch a plane, head out West..." - Mitchel Musso's the In Crowd.

"Why do you spend all your time
Watching life pass you by...
Hoping all your mistakes will somehow fade away.
When will you ever realize
Letting go all your lies;
All the pain will subside..." - Stacie Orrico's Hesitation.

"You had your dreams, I had mine
You had your fears, I was fine..." - Demi Lovato's Two Worlds Collide.

"You may think that I'm loser,
BUT I don't really care
You may think that it's all forgotten,
But you should be aware
Cause I've learned to get revenge
And I swear you'll experience that some day..." - Lene Marlin's Sitting Down Here.

Almost there..

yup. almost there. my first task is almost done. sikit ja lagi p biasa, aku ni lalai semacam. HAHAH! but I promise it'd be done soon. posting lu plus main2 game rh fb..xD

i wanted so much to post a pic of me n cBuzz rh taekwondo class last Thurs (haha awal jua udah ku plan atu xP!) but she cudn't make it. So, i guess that would explain my disappointment. Nda apa, like i said to EVERYBODY (convincing self much?? lol!), maybe some other time. insyaAllah. cuba, ku pajal ni cBuzz sma cKuch tuk join taekwondo sma aku!! ahah majal~~

Last night, 19th June, we had a BBQ at Ruzaimah's place. it's a Potluck party actually. urg smua bwa mknn. except me. aku dtg bwa badan+parut ja (imagine that. gross??). and to make myself less guilty for doin so (but i think it was ok bh. sal am not the only one yg nda bwa mknn. aku sja yg overreacting i guess) aku mnyumbang kn tenaga ku sja dsna atu. like, aku memBBQ sna atu together with cBuzz n cZai n cKuch n cGmah. oh, n cZawir also. oh. sma Boyfren cMimi jua. bisai boyfren cMimi atu (i think namanya Sham. sori Mi, alum apal ehehe), kn aku sma cBuzz ni alum luan pro part2 memBBQ ani, yatah, he's a lot of help. dari part menunu sabut+arang, smpi "API! API!"..thank you. you're alot of help. (aku bnrnya mencover part yg aku memalu kn diri ku sendiri. BILA JUA NDA AKU NI NDA MEMALUKN DIRIKU SENDIRI?! haiya Az!!!)

sorry i dun have pictures to insert. yet. coz aku rely on drg2 sja yg ambil pictures. nanti ku minta. xP

Met drg cJudin n cRudi. cArif n gf. cAlif n gf. cMimi n boifren. cAji n cFidz. cGmah. cZawir. cKuch. cBuzz. hmm..aku ada miss sesiapa? i think nda lah ah.. ahah

It was fun. meeting everyone. though i didn't mingle round much with SEMUA, it was good to see everyone again in the flesh. glad we're still seeing the same person after all these years xD we should do this again soon guys. Syamimi, ORGANIZE some more~~ ahaha xP

n once again, to cBuzz, cJudin, cRudi, cZai n cZawir; Nice talk. Let's do that again!! xD (have i not mention yg aku blk 2:30am? mama ku menunggu aku? ahaha scary yoh~! nda pernah2 tu!)

p/s: i duno dari mana originnya Potluck ani p everytime aku dgr, i have the image of a Leprechaun n pot of Gold in my head. that's why font ku ni ku bagi warna Hijau. coz, Ireland is Green. ahaha only those who've been with me for all these years, know what am talking bout here. xD

what I like Most?

beside making a post early in the morning (during working day)?

When there's an update of post from my fellow bloggers! xD

ahahah THANK YOU FOR THE UPDATE, GUYS! really appreciate it.

TIRED.

yes.

I'm So Tired!.

So tired that I think giving up would've been easy.

But I don't wana give up. even if i push meself to, I couldn't.

Sigh. I know shit (like "some" people like to call it) happens and I think i juz need to be strong. Well, strong plang udah, just a LITTLE BIT MORE kali..

mna sja th..moving on~

as planned. am posting another Quotes for my "project". yg Avenged Sevennfold atu thanx to cKuching (bila jua ku minat sngt mental rock ani kn? ahahah).

So, here comes No. 2 for Quotes Project xP

“I need a moment, cause I’ve spread myself too thin
We all need a moment in our life
Works all the days too long, and that’s just where it begins
Tension has had us all this time...”- Avenged Sevenfold’s Tension

“Why don't I have the fun of things that others have?
The chance is there if you want it all that bad...”- Avenged Sevenfold’s the Fight.

“Standing out in the rain
Need to know if it's over
'cause I would leave you alone...

Maybe I should give up...”- Miley Cyrus n Nick Jonas’s Before the Storm.

p/s: My sister juz got back from KL and she bought me the Wimpy Kid book series (3 plang sja, warna Orange, Biru n Red. so the others aku kn bali soonies xP) KAMSAMIDA~!! xD n she said msa ya bagi aku tadi, "nah. Happy advance Bufday. jan minta2 lagi" ahaha oh well..taun dpn lagi ku request xP kahkahkah.. THANK YOU~!! (in case ya nda paham korean xP LoL!)...

my Quotes Project

annyeong..
I hope you slept well..
I did.
Quite.

Today, am gona start of this "project" that I've been trying to post since ever. ahaha nada lah. Since last year, p alum th menjadi2nya. So, am gona start it off today. n InsyaAllah will continue on, whenever I discover a new quote.
This "Quote" that I'm referring to is actually just bits and pieces from a song. usually from my Fav ones. So, yeah. and Some may offend you or kamu AKAN terasa hati becoz of it. Well, it may be for you, MAYBE not.
Why I choose those "Quote"s? well, because, Since am not really that good with words or how to express my feelings for that matter, Songs/Lyrics are the only options and for that this "Quote"s are for me. ME alone. and Don't read too much into it.

This "Quote"s are as of this moment.

Things change, so does my feelings.

Bah bah..posting now...


Quote Project No. 1

“Do you ever wanna run away?
Feel like every day is not your day
Do you ever find yourself out in the cold no were to go
If the world has ever cut you deep
If the scars never seem to heal
If the emptiness is way to much for you all you can do...
Just breathe in breathe out” – Delta Goodrem’s Breathe In Breathe Out.

“They say the ones that you love
Are the ones you hurt the most
For all the pain that I've caused you
Baby I'm sorry ~” – Charice’s Did It For You.

“Hey I got somethin' to say to you
We've been on overdrive,

maybe we should take some time.....apart” – Charice’s Reset.

“I don't depend on friends
Cause they come and go
My belief in myself
Is gonna carry me through” – Charice’s In this Song.

“Sometimes I find another world
inside my mind
when I realise
the crazy things we do
It makes me feel ashamed to be alive
It makes me wanna run away and hide...” – Meja’s It’s all about the Money.

“Too much of anything can make you sick
Even the good can be a curse
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get you hurt.” – Cheryl Cole’s Fight for this Love.

“Well you built up a world of magic
Because your real life is tragic” – Paramore’s Brick by Boring Brick.

“Just smile and the world will smile along with you” – Disney Stars’ Send It on.

“I've never been the kind that you'd call lucky
Always stumbling' around in circles” – Carrie Underwood’s Some Hearts.

“Though you want to
Though you try to
You can't stop the rain
For the first time
It's not you
Who can heal me...

Poets say
As time's a case
A broken souls were mend
But you would come around again
So my sorrow's gonna end” – Westlife’s Heal.

“And every day begins the same
Get up, go out, come back again...

And every day we seem to chase
The perfect smile, the perfect face
Same old same old”- Leann Rymes and Brian McFadden’s Everybody’s Someone.

“You wana a Piece of Me?!” – Britney’s Piece of Me.

“I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing...

... I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly...

... I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed...” – Stacie Orrico’s More to Life.

I wonder...

am super packed with things to do and needs to be done soon.

like VERY.

I need to finalise the task that my sister gave me two weeks ago.

then I need to resume my 'bookworm' habit as i posted on my previous post. I really need to finish reading Sara Shepard's Pretty Little Liars: Flawless. mcm, kn dua taun th kali tu hangin' ceta ah, nda ku abis mbca. pastu, i need to finish Dan Brown's the Lost Symbol. my sister gave me at least a week to finish it (since she owns the book xP) but it's been months. HAHAHA sigh~ oh well..soon, baby, soon...

and also, I need to resume my DVD-mania. esp my Korean. pecaya kamu yg aku alum th abis2nya meliat Spring Walts? ahaha so typical of me. the storyline is intriguing. but i duno. am juz not in the mood kali. Work life is hell, esp lately. too tired to even think about watching those Korean drama coz I know aku kn meObsess dsna atu, yatah malas ku mdulur xP

Speaking of drama, Ghost Whisperer, CSI:NY and Glee abis dh ku liat yg dlatest episodes. Wait~~. I know i said aku mls kn mnunggui tb but these English TV Series are different. how? well, I only buy them in one-disc-four-episodes. So, I know i'll stop at the end of that one disc. klu Korea, ia one box kn tu, klu abis satu disc, aku MESTI kn smbung liat the next disc. get what i mean? ahaha obsess~~

I'm hungry. I duno what to eat. I shud've bought some bun on the home tadi. Oh well, am sleepy anyway. isuk th sja.

Bh, that's it for now.

my day Today...

and the other night (and the other night lagi) as well...ahahahah

on the wee hour of 4th June. Me, Kuching, Zawir and Rudi went out on a movie night.
and when I say night, I mean, tghmlm bnr2. 11:50pm punya show. HAHAHAHA it was a last minute, impulsive decision. we watched Prince of Persia
and I'm glad that we did. ahaha psl movie tu habis at around 2am++ and kami smua 'hang'. ESPECIALLY AKU!

gomayo chingu~ for being so understanding. xD

and about Prince of Persia.
AWESOMENESS BEYOND RATED. a MUST WATCH! cJake handsome and his sense of humor lam movie atu makes me love him more. ahahah and, mcm, kami ganya yg bising tym meliat movie atu. esp part cPrince sma cPrincess atu kn kissing coz i went, "aku punya, aku punya" with my hopelessly hopeless voice xP. sma part kn ending nya atu where cRudi went, "What?! another 2hours??" LoL! atu bru nya urg, 'Pacah'! ahahaha and i love the ending, one that i didn't expect. i love you Jerry Bruckheimer xD

on the 5th of June. my besties, cMai sleepover at my place.
we (me and her) had lunch and went to the Mall (kmana jua lagi dBrunei Muara ani?) pastu spent most of the time hang out lam bilik ku ja (awu, kesian kami ah..) smpi cZawir joined kami at around 7pm++. then we went to Pasar Malam to get food (nda eh, kPasar Malam ani tmpt kn mbali baju and dvds xP ahaha)..then went straight home and hang out some more. on 6th of June, she left for KB again. sigh. It was nice seeing you again in person. Hope to see you again soon ;D

6th of June. 2:50pm. Me and Zawir watched Furry Vengeance. (we were that jobless. ahaha)
and it was an awesome movie! even cZawir laughed alot time movie atu. ahaha esp the 'bra' part and the 'sweat clothing' part. oh the 'toilet' part. oh! and the 'Miley Cyrus' part jua. HAHAHAHAH
the jalan ceta is a lil lame for my liking. aku suka and i laughed a lot too but jln cetanya tu rasa ku, not so lah. ahaha cMr. Niel sma secretarynya punya character tu pun cali jua..gila2an ah..ahaha So, i think a B+ lah for this movie. love the 'Vengeance' part jua..ahahah

after Furry Vengeance, we meet up with cKuching and cBuzz. we hang out dSwensen where we go nuts!

esp cZawir lah.

(apa tu nah? ahah it's Celebrities Brownie with a hint of Tobasco souce, Cheese powder, Maggi Chilli sauce, Maggi Tomato sauce, pinch of Salt and pepper)

(and he actually likes it. katanya nyaman.)

haha i hope he sleeps 'well' tonight. ahah and after that kami melalak dKBox (dmana jua lagi)...awesome hang out guys. too bad me and Zawir had to go home early. but we had FUN xD

So, overall, happening weekend for me. Tired but I love it. i was so stress out with a certain Gus Gus (yg sptutnya marah, AKU) am So glad i have true chingus yg made me forget bout that Gus Gus for a while. too bad Monday has to come and it's going to bring me another tough week. Sigh! this is the part where aku rasa kn bunuh diri and haunt cGus Gus till ya pun rasakn bunuh diri and feel remorse.

Ok, thats all for now. will update more some other times.

annyeong~~xD

this shud be done in June

ahaha yup..things i need to do June ani..

first, i need to finish kraja yg kaka ku bagi.

second, try and sleep earlier. xP (like that would EVER happened?)

and third, try and finish reading off all of my novels.

like, MESTI. coz if not, I can not buy myself (or klu kna balikn pun bisai~ xP) that Whimpy Kid book series..or the Percy Jackson series...

sigh. things seems to go wrong this week. amd I'm tired of making things right. So, am juz gona go with the flow and bnyk2 bersabar.

BUT KAN, AKU RASA KN MEMBUKUT URG SJA DUA TIGA ARI ANI.

let's do a petition to make Killing Legal.

Apa Kabar? Kami adalah Super Junior

HAHAHA random title. no meaning watsoever xP that quote was taken from SuJu greets before they do their concert in Bukit Jalil, KL. (one that i shud've gone to...impulsively xP)

annyeong people..

i juz got back from our BBB Miri trip late afternoon today (31st May).

It was fun!! We shopped till we drop (and we can officially declared ourselves bankrupt jua xP) and tons of pics (sorta)..ahaha




we stayed at Marriot. (i duno how much per night since it's free xP)


and the only facilities we used to the fullest was *jeng jeng jeng~* our room.


ahahha no seriously. because, the spa closed at 9pm (kh?), it rained for the two nights we were there so we can't or simply too tired (or more simpler, kami malas) to go to the swimming pool. during the day, u asked? biasa lah..shopping Mall sja kami ada..n we went to Parkson most..ahaha Emperial, we went twice and Boulevard once (on our last day)..err..

we managed to splash (cZai sma Amy sja) a lil arah pool in the morning of our last day though. ;D



what i bought?
*baju and sluar

*CD Super Junior: Super Show 2 Live (was actually looking for their Bonamana album but alum ada. I'll juz have to wait a while longer for it. sigh~)


Charice debut album and


*caugh* pirated *caugh* DVDs of Haunted Universities and SuJu premiere SS2 in Japan. also, SHINee+ FT Island CD *caugh* pirated also *caugh*

* POOP!!!! phone seat (??)


and phone chain thingy.

smpi hajat ku~ xD Oorinen Super Juni-OR~!!
ahaha why i like it so much, u asked? sal in High School Kids (a movie where most SuJu members were casted), Poop was a "cool" thing. i want the hat.

So...
I think that's all. ahaha i shud've done this for my UK trip (blk2 ku ckp, nda jua ku pernah mbuat xP). but, oh well~~ check out Leeyana's post on that trip here.