faning...

its 1:36 AM n aku masih alum tido. not becoz i dun want to or can't ( i CAN. r u kiddin' me? sleeping is like my fav past time. neways~) but becoz i duno cna ku kn kaja isuk.
i juz found out yg the other car broke down, n that my mom has to leave th house before 7 (using the other car). cna th ku kn kaja ni? hapee plang ku IF aku nda kaja..andang aku sepatutnya nda kaja wahh...LoL! p msani boss ku mental2 and kn cari keslahan urg sja kaja nya...yatah, if aku bagi alasan yg aku nada transport, definitely she can not accept it. gerenti ya ckp rh ku, 'can car pool with someone'..masalahnya, tym ku menaip ani, nada sorang pun ku tau yg sjln sma aku kn kOpis ani (ada, but ia onleave n blayar. even ya onleave dBrunei pun, nda kn aku kn minta antar arahnya kali?! aku ani nda jua gila sangat smpi kn catu *ani aku menyediakn jawapan tuk urg2 yg memandai kn attack aku with "brilliant" solution supaya aku able to go to work tomorrow*)..mun ada pun, ku blk tghari atu, sapa g kn antar aku blk? ntah ehhh! sasak ku! p suka jua ku..tipun ja isuk..ahahah banci th drg kn aku niii...

talking bout 'kn cari kesalahan urg sja"..aku ada ceta...(bila jua nada) ahahah
its about our office attire. katanya, nda bleh casual during weekdays (Mon, Tues, Wed, Thur + Fri)..ya pin point rh aku and my other colleague lah. becoz i was wearing pants (bukn jeans, honest), and baju ku yg ku pki msa kami sci 2 sungkai out taun lapas? exactly lah my outfit yg ku pki mlm atu. and aku pki atu psl aku half-day sja, patang nya aku ambil leave. YATAH KN! isuknya, my other colleague g pki baju t-shirt company kami with sport pants psl ia pun on leave ptg atu. atu yg ya kana tagur, aku pun kana.
the POINT is ladies and gentlemen, BUKAN KAMI DUA GANYA BAH PKI CEMATU ATU! BARU TH JUA TU KAMI PKI CEMATU AND KAMI HALF-DAY SAJA. POINT yg MESTI ku TEKAN kn sini ani is that there are A LOT of people lam Opis kami atu yg pki casual wah..lagi th casualnya, mcm kn kMall ahh..ada g yg pki jeans yg pndi stretch atu, and denying it..even the other girl of our own dept atu pun wah pki casual attire ON WEEKDAYS!
since aku pandai mbuat theory2 utk urg yg nda pndi, theory ku is that since aku n my colleague yg kana tagur atu berisi badan kami (lampuh, fat, whatever you wana call people of my size), noticeable lah apa yg kami pki. p mun urg kurus, pki casual tym WEEKDAYS nada drg nmpk, psl drg lawa catu. DISCRIMINATION JUA TU!!! sial wahhhh...u want to impose something ah, imposed them on everyone bh..bukn pinpoint sja.. biased namanya tu. BANCI KU!! apakh msalahnya kn cari kesalahan urg sja. tau jua ku other people yg influence pemikirannya boss ku ahh...WATEVA! memang patut pun aku kn beranti. mcm2 wah kn betukar. i mean, i know life is all about changes TAPI mun kn every second ada sja kn dtukar on the same old subject, sangal jua utk mu. kejiawa ku cani ani...perubahan is supposed to be good. ntah ko ehh...mudahan selamat project kamu ani...

sigh. 1:59 Am. takut ku jua if aku nda kaja isuk ani. cemana niiii?? mls ku kn numpang urg ani bnrnya..mls ku beckp bh..mls ku. paham ko? mls kuuuu! esp tym ku lam keta n aku sleepy (tym otw kOpis atu) or aku ngaleh + sleepy (tym balik dari Opis). *scream!* banci kuuuuu manusia2 yg nada life lain slain kraja nya. GET A LIFE PEOPLE!!!!!