Journal Entry ...thus far

2024 recap number 4

Onew's Circle album collage journal spread.

definitely random and out of motivation when I started this spread. You know, that time when all your brain can do was made your eyes and hand to doom scroll on the internet especially on Instagram. 😅 I mean obviously I wanted to create this spread since i printed the pictures but just lack motivation. Until on day in Mar, I thought, sit down and just start. 

I am happy that I pushed myself to make this and actually finished.

Not my best creation but I created something and to me that still counts as an accomplishment for the day. Yay me!! 👏

In addition, I will throw some of the journal spread I created and managed to take picture of and may or may not have been posted on my second IG - kalau sudah I posted on IG, just pretend I haven't 🤟

LINE PLay

2024 Recap number 3!

Line PLAY closed. The first time I saw the announcement was on 20 Mar 2024.

I actually mentioned this dalam post 1 Jan 2025. I also mentioned yg I took lots and lots of screenshots.

here's what I said

Below is the first few screenshots I took after understanding what was going on with the game:-

Notifications 

Characters saying goodbyes - pretty touchy one at that.

One of the character said "some started the game in elementary" not me tho, I was already working when I started LOL

but 8-9 years with a game is definitely a journey for me as a phone gamer girlie LOL

I wanted so much to share the rest of my screenshots but that would be too much. Instead, I'll share this screenvideo thingy. Most screenshots were taken mainly from the diary part of the game - awu ada diary jua dalam game atu - and I shared a lot apparently. Things yang I feel  ok to share in the game than on IG LOL.

(semoga mau di upload video ani. I tried to minimize the video as much as possible)

yayy mauu...

Anyhoo~

I was sad when I found out that the game was closing down but at the same time I think it was just time for me to let go as well. As mentioned by which point, I was already not even opening that game for months.

So I guess, goodbye LINE Play. To the friends I met there, I hope you all the best in life. Hope you found your next game to play. 😆

Happy New Year 2026!

Happy 2026!

and it's horse year 🐎

So we gotta stop horsing around - badumtstt! 😂

I feel like I have gone thru two rabbit years sudah but how come this is the first time I'm coming across the Horse year?

or aku simply baru kan take note of the Chinese zodiac year thingy?

Anyways!

Yeah I almost neglected this page once again LOL I mean starting again on 27 Dec 2025 was pretty ambitious for me; post everyday tah apa~. Although now that I think about it, I will have so many posts to make for 2026. 😉

other than that my humble resolution for 2026 will be this; I am setting my mind to be more positive going forward - macam look forward to 2026 walaupun dalam rasa takut but at the same time, very confident that I got this 💪 

No excessive worrying is allowed.

Things I bought..

 2024 Recap number 2

I bought the bigger Die Cutting Machine. Have I used it often since I got it? hmm not really. I did created a couple of handmade birthday cards but I have yet to give those to anyone. ahaha but I continuously buying die cut metals and used them to create as many paper designs for future use. Kira, ada tah guna nya tu nanti kinda behavior.

definitely aku bali for it's color - SHINee color LOL

I bought makeup arah Yesstyle nd one of the highlighter broke, I lodge complaint but yg datang balik was lain; Eyeshadow palette yang ok. the highlighter still broke and I didn't dare to use - takut betaburan.

Obviously, these were not the only purchase I bought in 2024 but these two kind important - satu  is for my crafts, and yang the other is a SHINee collab that I didn't know exist LOL the Etude - Replay glossy balm, eyeshadow palette, and highlighter. Too bad it broke. I did try to fix it as you can see but yatah tu, takut kan pakai. Maybe I will try one of these days.

Ok, bye.

SHINee World VI: Perfect Illumination in Singapore

Here comes 2024 Recap number 1.

I went on 2 Mar 2024.

I posted my SHINee concert pictures arah my main IG on 6 Jun 2025.

I thought I posted them arah my second IG jua before that but apparently I didn't. 

I posted gambar merchandizes saja.

Here are some pictures to share from the concert.

Finally in the pearl aqua ocean myself. 😭

I was at the side of the stage where views were only great when they go to the center of the stage and I took picture from the back LOL

PLUS cOnew nada at this concert - masih ya hiatus. He was already on one when I bought the ticket but I was still hoping in 3 months he will appear but ovvy I was wrong. I mean, we gotta support our other members ya? 🤭

They did come to the side and waved but my views were covered by tali2 stage lights ...sigh.. 

Also for this concert, I commissioned a friend (juwapapeterie on IG) to make me some charm bracelets - coz your girl nada the barang2 to create one. I created the backing card myself at least. hehe I think I did a very good job at it.

Only problem is, I didn't get to pass them around. I was too shy and overthinking and ended up not doing anything about it. huh. I was embarrassed to share them on IG coz you know, didn't share them out kan LOL but now, I think, I'm gonna face my fears and post them here (only becoz I know no one really come here ahahah). So, I guess I'm gonna have to give these out on the next concert - with new backing card obvously..#stopoverthinking

All in all. I was a little disappointed during that concert coz:

1. my expectation was Onew is gonna be there but he wasn't. 

2. I overthink about my seat mate - I came alone and I was wondering if the girl next to me was drunk or something. Nothing wrong with her enjoying herself but I also thought 'aren't you trying a little too hard?' yeah, that was bad of me trying to gate keep SHINee from this girl when in 10 seats radius, she was the only one with the correct amount of enthusiasm for the concert while I was shying away in my seat and simply wuuhuu-ing at appropriate time. hahaha

3. I don't know man. the malay word I would choose for that concert was "hambar". but then again, that was just me. I didn't manage my own expectation.

4. Song choice. either I was losing it or I was somehow unfamiliar with so many songs. LOL I am losing touch? Am I no longer a Shawol? ahahahah Ok, maybe bukn unfamiliar but they were playing mostly my least fav SHINee songs bah..yatah aku macam, nyeh...

What I'm going to take from this experience was that I didn't have to go next time if another member is missing. Coz the goal for me was to see all four of them in a concert. My first SHINee concert I went to was back in 2011 for SMTown. also in Singapore. I missed the one in 2012 when they had their concert in Singapore on my birthday. So, all I ever wanted ever since missing that one concert is to at least go to another one before I became too old to fangirl LOL - so yeah..I don't have to go if the concert is missing a member. I can go to the next one when it's confirm all four of them is gonna be there. And sekiranya lambat lagi for a SHINee World, maybe I can go to Onew's solo concert  first in the meantime. We'll see.

Let me share some photos from the Encore, when Onew finally came out of his hiatus. 😭

Credit goes to respective owners of these lovely photos (some has watermarks)