my BuJo Theme this month

Hi guys.

a short one. 

I thought I'd shared with you guys a few pictures from my journal/diary February theme. 

I was inspired by AmandaRachLee's LilDoodle fan project's; Self Love. it was in dedication to Amanda as she took a break from youtube for the month. and I think the theme fits well with me too.

February is coming to an end and March is fast approaching. I wonder if I should follow Amanda's March theme or should I do her February theme for my March theme? I don't know what's her March theme going to be like but here's her Feb:

she said these were inspired by the movie To All The Boys I Loved

this theme will suit me PERFECTLY too. like, do you know how much pen I bought back in 2018 (or probably even more far back than that) and still belum use to this day? I have a problem.

which theme should I go for then?


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When you lazy

hi guys.

yes, I am in a rush to get this up. LOL 

So, lets get on with the story.

Have you ever been SOOOOOOOOOOOO lazy that you couldn't even bother to do shit?

Well, I have.

For context, I am currently doing so many things; running 2 jobs, trying to read, trying to update my diary/journal, and trying to sleep at least 6 hours every night. 
and some times, when I was too tired, I skipped the reading and journal updating and focus on finishing my dinner before I go to bed.
During this too-tired episode, I usually become super lazy. Like, super.
I usually eat in front of my laptop so before I start eating, i usually browse thru my hard disk, trying to pick a movie to watch. Yes, a movie.

Image Not Mine

I hear one of you said, "baik plang ko liat movie cDO tu". and my respond to that is, "malas ku make an effort. I don't have the enegry kan baca subtitle".

Yup. You read that right, 'don't have the energy kan baca subtitle'. 

I don't know about you but watching any non-malay or non-english movies or drama requires a lot of effoft;
liat screen, baca subs, liat pinggan ku, suap makanan ke mulut ku, liat screen lagi, baca subs, liat pinggan, ARGH! no.
I'm not a slow reader by any means but I just can't.
My brain already too tired and I already decided I'm gona be lazy, I'll just pick a movie yg aku sudah pernah liat saja, ok?


but seriously, I much rather watch movie balik2 than having to watch a new one when I'm feeling lazy. coz to me, watching new movie/drama requires focus. Actually, the same goes to all malay/English movies/drama. i don't know. thats just me. I prefer to concentrate on the new ones.
kalau movie/drama lama, I don't mind missing a few subs/or scenes coz I already know the story. I don't have to constantly rewinding a scene when I missed it. you know?
Here's to name a few movies that I watch on repeat all the time (that I can actually recite them in my sleep);

... to name a few.

I'm sure I can't be the only one with this kind of lazy.

Tell me, what kind of lazy are you?

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My Allergy

hi guys.

Updates.

My allergic reaction to cats.

back story:
Ever since I was little, We, as a family, have always had cats; house cats, stray cats outside, etc. 
In my teenage years, I began having this sneezing fit whenever I pet/hugged/played with cats
BUT the reaction subsides after I washed/blew my nose. I'll have blocked nose for awhile but in the end, I'll be fine and I even slept in one bed with the cats. it's like, I became immune.
At one point (the point when we had two house cats), my mom started saying, "Ko ani allergic kucing kali" coz this sneezing fit happened almost every time I played with cats. I blatantly stopped my mom by saying, "apa plang allergic yg dari damit (aku) tinggal sama kucing". and that was that of that conversation.

Fast forward:
by this point we have lived at our new home for 5 years and for that duration, our previously house cats have been living in their own house outside of our house (properly sheltered and comforted, don't worry). Meaning, I have never stayed in one room with any cats for longer than 15 minutes top. Sometimes I don't even see them for a whole day. Mind you, these are family aka my mom's cats, sooo she see/baby-ed them more often than I do.
anyway,
my sneezing fit reaction still exists but the moment I get away from their place, it usually stops. and that was that.


1st major incident.
I was at my sister's house. she has a house cat named Tiger. 

LOOK AT HIM!

I used to house-sit her house whenever they go vacation. and of course, sneezing fit will occur but after I do my clean-nose-under-running-water-wash-face-wash-hand routine, it'll stop. as always.
but for some reason, earlier this month, when I went to her house to hang out, my sneezing fit became a little severe? and all I did was pet si Tiger macam biasa kalau aku ke rumah durang. Like, what gives?
No matter how many times I blew my nose and washed it, the sneezing won't stop. I soon developed a blocked nose, headache and my upper teeth felt like it was about to fall off.
I knew it was the cat and I knew if the usual clean up routine didn't work, the best thing to do is to take myself out of that environment. So, I left my sister's house unusually early.
It was like I had a common cold. hence, when I get home, I took Panadol ActiFast before going to bed.
I was fine the next day.


2nd Major incident.
happened just last Monday at Zawir's. LOL
It was a mini birthday celebration for the sister. and I was invited.
as I arrived, the mom introduced their house cat to me.
The moment the cat was shown to me, I started having itchy nose and soon enough, my sneezing fit arrived. but that didn't stop me from playing with the cat! Like, it's so ranik and easily entertain, like, you have to play with it.

IMAGE NOT MINE

but the cat look similar to the real thing tho

The whole time, I tried to mask the irritation. LOL fail tho. Zawir thought it was the airconditioning. It was not bro. It was the cat.
Despite the reaction, I actually stayed sampai pukul 7 malam. hashtag stubborn. coz I really thought it would go away. Guess who is wrong~~? 
but really by that time, I really cannot tahan the feeling of my upper teeth about to fall off. So, sis balik.
When I arrived home, my eyes felt 'thick' and when I looked in the mirror, they were slightly puffy (no picture guys, you gotta take my word for it). I quickly clean up and eat my trusty Panadol ActiFast and within the next couple of hours, the symptoms subsides. except the blocked nose. that one took longer.
but unlike last time, the next day, I still have runny nose. my only worry now is people might be suspicious of me, what's with the corona virus issue and all. 

In conclusion, I declared myself allergic to cats now. Like, REALLY allergic to cats now. Dulu, bulih lagi ku cuba clean my nose and get myself ammune but I can no longer do that. Hashtag Faktur Umurrrrr.
I still love cats tho. I will still pet them. or gumas2. or param2. or pirik2. LOL I mean, cats have been with me my entire life! I can't just be without cats! don't be ridikulus.
Paksa belimit saja lah from now on.

BUT WHY THO?!

WHY NOW?

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