Rumors they say?

it better be.
after many news on other 5 SuJu members also quiting sment, this latest news is the best of all. it says that it was just rumors and nada bukti kukuh to confirm those rumors. so, am glad..for now...
So, what else shud we do? oh my similarities..eheh bth jua tu bru th kn post..nda plang bnyk..maybe around 2 or 3 sja..klu ku rajin nunggu upload gmbr jua ni..fanink ku sudah..
speaking of fanink, aku damam. AGAIN! gila cemani ni...a week before blayar, damam. now 2 weeks after, damam lagi. antam chia. BRING IT ON! sigh. bnr th the saying 'be careful on what u wish for. you just might get it."

So, similarities...wait. i shud have said look-a-like between SuJu members and SHINee. oh well, wat ever u want to call it. here goes;

first, yg memang aku tklik dari awal ku liat SHINee's mv Replay. between Teamin and Heechul.



2nd, yg aku bru te-realise, between Onew and Ryewook.



and 3rd, between Jonghyun n Donghae. erm, ani bukn aku lah. other fans ckp cematu. do they look the same to you? (Jonghyun far left n Donghae far right. yg tgh2 tu perempuan named Amber from f(x). )

MORE ARGH!!!!

Becoz of Hangeng case which, btw, is true since ada ori statement from the court kna post both on kpopnews.blogspot and on omgkpop.com (thanx Mai xD), Super Junior sub unit Super Junior-M is disbanded 'until further notice' and i was like WHAT THE FREAKIN' HELL!??
and if i read it correctly, cHenry n this Zhang Li guy/girl (but am sure lelaki) are to temporarily form a group (kira mcm, masih SuJu-M kali but with only two members, with a new person named Zhang-Li-something) for what ever reason that i dun bother reading. what happened to Zhou Mi? isn't he part of the SuJu-M family? i understand if they're not choosing cRyeowook, Donghae, Siwon or Kyuhyun but WHAT ABOUT ZHOUMI!?!

stupid being, sment!!

it's definitely like Brian's case but only much2 worst.
or yg cBrian yg worst sal nda bth bout rumors of he's leaving Westlife, ada chia press conference yg ia LEAVING Westlife for good.
or SuJu lagi worst? in SuJu's case, i assume, if one leave the band, there'll be no more SuJu. in Westlife's case, with Brian gone, they actually became more strong and look at them now, 10th album on their belt. but i cn not say the same with SuJu coz i duno what the future holds (as u cn see, am only human n can not see the future). thats why aku sedih teramat. scared that there'll be no more SuJu with one member gone.

argh! wtfh?!

am torn between to support Hangeng or to kill him heartily??

but, yeah, go ahead Hangeng, be happy. i see u have so much potential but bring the entire SuJu family with you, please? coz with you leaving, whats the point of having the others around and missing you terribly? i dun see the point...

p/s: you shud read this http://www.omgkpop.com/news/general/2440-more-updates-on-the-han-kyung-sm-issue to see how horrible the contract that sment laid out. i duno if it's true but IT'S FREAKIN HORRIBLE! and INHUMAN! (am only saying 'inhuman' becoz everybody said so xP but really, after kamu bca, u'll feel, the unfairness of the contract. now, i know which company i dun want to audition to xP only those close to me know what i mean by that HAHAHAHA)

NOOOOO!!!!!

i can't stand it!

today i read from kpopnews.blogspot and it says that bukn cHangeng sja yg kn leave SMEnt but also Leeteuk, Yesung, Kangin, Eunhyuk and Donghae. cna ku kn nda sedih tu??? relief but sedih.



wae relief? becoz, at least bukn cHangeng sorang ja yg kn leave SMEnt.
wae sedih? what if they leave SMEnt and never gona come back as SuJu?
WHAT IF SuJu break up???

i can't stand the thought of it.

and from what i read also, cKibum is considering kn leave SuJu, understandable if ya kn pursue his acting career. though aku rasa ia selfish. mcm, dari drg punya Second album dh ya bnyk missing. then completely (aku exaggerate ja) out of the picture in drg punya 3rd album promotion and Super Junior Super Show 2. the other member might understand n all but i refuse to. he's very selfish. i mean, if acting is where ur passion lies, why agree to be in a boyband in the first place??

gawd! this is like Brian-leaving-Westlife all over again!

i know nothing last forever but when it actually happened, you just duno how to react to it.

i've heard alot about SMEnt from Zawir n Mai sma dari kpopnews.blogspot atu. like, how sment took 90% royalties from their artists (mcm, if ya ambil 90% from SuJu, there's only 10% left to be divided among 13 members. no wonder cHangeng tu artist paling miskin in China's history xP <---my opinion ONLY). how they control their artists intake of diet; for lelaki kna suruh workout kali, to have hawt bodeyh (am not complaining xP) and tuk bini2, supaya sentiasa kurus n fit, kali....wat else?? nda bnyk panya yg ku tau. HAHAHAHAH p at some point, it looks like sment tu greedy, cekik darah, lintah, etc.

i dun mind if SuJu leave sment and join some other company or form their on and still be SuJu but what if nada lagi SuJu?? i'll be devastated! they're the reason am soo hook with anything Korean. well, i still liat series2 Korea yg nada SuJu plang. So, i'd probably survive without SuJu but THATS NOT THE POINT!

THE POINT IS THAT SuJu INDA BLEH BREAK UP!!! CAN NOT! i won't have it!

argh! why things have to turn out like this? n why sment is not budging and change their policy or something? ready to be wash down the drain, are ya?? and what bout that Lee Soo Man guy? why aren't you stating out something to the press already? put us fan out of our misery, will yah??

New Heart

i know i said i wana post either about SuJu/SHINee similarities or my trip but..that'll have to wait..

my new love. Park Jung-soo. ahahah sapa nahhhhh?????? Eeteukshi-oppa~~~

there are a few things i like about oppa. he's cute. that chin-dimples. his ability to answer qs calmly and constructively (well that maybe due to the reason that he's the leader xP). and he's super handsome. he has a funny laugh. ahahahah he actually has a nice voice. too bad he hardly sings in their 3rd album. oh, he cries so easily. like, there's this one point in their first Super Show, they asked the fan to sing Marry U while SuJu sat around and listened to them. Leeteuk was so touched that he cried and can't barely sings a line of that song when it was finally time for them to sing at the end. too weepy for my liking bnrnya p, i think, it's sweet. shows that he has a heart. ahaha xD saranghae oppa~~
wat else? nda ku sure kn ckp apa lagi..all i cn think about msani is kn tido. zZzZzzzz


so leave u here with a couple of oppa's pictures. xD enjoy..annyeong...

Bored and Lapar

it's 5:20am n am wide awake. am bored and am hungry.

am trying to post this thingy that i think would be interesting. rasa ku lah ah..since ani blog ku xP.. aku kn post similarities between my two fav Korean boyband; SuJu n SHINee. a few of the members lah tu ah..nda plang smua. ahahah but the thing is, msani, aku MALAS SESANGAT! ahaha ngaleh nyamu kn upload2 gmbr ni... xP maybe later...

my trip so far? FUN and ngaleh of course. tapi we kinda finished sight seeing on the 2nd day already. So, the last few days were like sight seeing shopping complexes/centre/street/etc..ahaha bnr eh, mbari putih mata~~ nasib jua hati ani kuat..mun nda~~ stranded ni sini ahh aahaaha xP

and also, we visited two stadiums; Chelsea, ani tarus tour, cKuch blanja xD (lam camera ku, bnyk gmbr cKuch dari gmbr ku ni. she's so obsess with Chelsea like i am with Super Junior. i find it funny. i tot human being can only be soooooo obsess with artists/idols/etc. to see someone to be so obsess with a football team is just, cali. no offence ching. aku kecalian sja eheh) n Arsenal Emirates, ni lawat luar nya ja psl am not REALLY an obsess fan. i supported the club by name only. i nvr really watch their game (msa kami melawat tu, ptg nya ada home game) or updated myself with their news. aku lawat tu pun, kira aku iski kn buat bju nya. ahaha BLAME cKUCH! she makes me soooo iski jua. hahaha andang ada plang kn lawat stadium cArsenal tu p udah ampir2 kn blayar tu, mls chia jua ku mikirkn. and kemarin2 tu, pikir2, since dsini (and aku iski kn buat bju nya jua LoL!), why not kn? tarus kn tah sja..kahkahkah

will post up pictures some other time xD or maybe, i post just one picture.

somewhere...eheh bah, lapar ku bnr2..bth jua kn pagi ani.. xP

annyeong~ xD

I'm leaving on a Jet plane~~

if only i know apa nama boeng yg kn dnaiki ani..HAHAHAHA xP




neways, yea...am leaving soonies..in.. some hours time. xP

aku masih pikir, kn bwa lappy kh, nda kh? mcm, mls ku berangkut..p mcm, i dun care if aku brangkut jua...*argh!*..luan bnyk bpikir ani mbagi kejiwa jua..sigh..i duno eh..guess u'll know if aku bwa or not..liat ja fb ku tomorrow..ahaha xD

bh, maybe i will see u in 2 weeks time.. xD annyeong~

p/s: i took no credit for the pix. i stole it while i was googling for London. it's a pretty pix, dun you think? xD

SuJu + SNSD SEOUL CF

Credit goes to kpopnews.blogspot for the news and pictures. it's for the purpose of my obsession and wanting to share it with my 'guy' frens xP eheh gomawo~ pls dun flag me *begging u please*...

but before i continue, i juz wana say, AM A HEALTHY PERSON. i know am excited bout my Trip this coming Tuesday but i duno. beuri sangat kali..like in 3 weeks aku damam panas, twice?? banar2 jua udah tu..ahah or maybe it's not the trip. maybe my body is catching up with my...body?? (o_0??)...ahah like, kn slalu busy n stress out this whole year, something..maybe am like in my hibernating mode, my mind kinda in peace (NOTE: kinda)..thus, the rest of my body somewhat slowed down..n probably thinking, "it's time to get this girl sick. lets give her dua kali damam panas. tunggu smpi ya kn blayar bisai.."

-_-" of all days. time ku kn sakit, nada ya dtg.udah ku kn sehat bhhh ya attack.. p nda apa, am feeling a lil better now (am posting my blog, aren't I?)..



So, SuJu + SNSD huh? mcm, "NOOOOO!!!" ahaha no lah.it's a cute CF thingy bout promoting SEOUL. too bad i can't understand hangul that much..all i can catch from the S.E.O.U.L. lyrics are; 'Saranghae'- Ryewook's part and 'Hangbeok'- Tae Yeon's part. ahahah xP yes, am an obsessive fan but that doesn't mean i understand their language very much. the only tym i understand them is when the mv has subtitles underneath it (or dAtas, or dSiring, or dTgh2, etc)...

n of course, credit goes to kpopnews.blogspot for providing links n everything else on the CF..gomawo (awu, wir..am spelling it rite now... xP)...

and also, in the kpop.blogspot..am not quite sure who posted it (must be the real author)..s/he posted a poll on which couple you like most in the CF. there's ShinDong and Sunny, Jessica and Sungmin, Siwon and TaeYeon, Kyuhyun and SeoHyun (both, i just learned, are magnaes from their own group), and Donghae and SooYoung.



I voted, surprisingly but not so once u watch the MV, for the magnaes (and many also voted for this couple xD).

why? THEY'RE SO SWEET, wat??? esp the part where Kyuhyun had his doll head backwards (his body facing) towards Seohyun, then turn around (the correct face towards Seohyun) with a Heart on his back. ISN'T THAT SWEET???? but of course, u have to watch the MV to understand what am babbling bout here. eheh thousands thumbs up for the magnaes couple. i wonder if they actually do it on purpose, choosing the magnaes together coz they're magnaes. no problem plang..was just wondering..ahaha xP


speaking of 'do it on purpose'..lucky they didn't pick Jessica with Donghae. i'd be the very upset if they do. HAHAHA. coz from what i read (comments, etc) it says that Donghae actually has a secret crush on Jessica (it's not so secret now if the public is talking bout it xP)...i dun bother kn google for this piece of information..jealous sja ku.. xP ahaha obsess~~ but i did post up long2 ago (aiseh, mcm taun2 lapas sja xP) in my previous post, saying that Jessica is Donghae's girlfriend and that i dun care. i lied. i DO care. i know i like Siwon, but Donghae has a special place in my heart *do the saranghae sign*


n Siwon. i know i talked bout jealousy for Donghae part yg sbenarnya nada kena mengena ngan MV (xP) p jealous lagi ku part cSiwon lam MV tu.. TeaYeon's cute and all, (n i think i like her singing voice too) but jealous jua ku masih!...esp in the scene where Taeyeon leans her head on Siwon's shoulder and he goes *raise eyebrows and control macho smile* ---> me goes, *die*... ahaha sweet and very the cute but like i said, am so the very jealous for this couple..*huff* so, i didn't vote for them. xP

the other couples, cute jua.

Shindong sma Sunny cute.

Donghae and Sooyoung, mcm bukn couple coz they shoot separately, nvr in the same picture.

Sungmin sma Jessica, erm..ok lah..not so sweet nor cute but cSungmin cute plang. ahahah biased~~ xP


Eeteukshi was in the MV as well, coz he helped Taeyeon's with the bike. Wookie also, he's like a random lad, juz walking over town. Yesung, Eunhyuk are in the MV, final part...who else? too lazy to watch over the mv now xP..but juz go n watch the MV now, will yah? it's so cute. a must watch n it's irresistible! ahah obsess~~

P/s: Rasyid. miane, not so much of SNSD plang ni. they're in here only becoz they teamed up with SUJU..and ko tau jua aku ni SuJu biased xP.

Bored

So, i was bored and decided to read SuJu news from the kpopnews.blogspot...


n i found this mv where the SuJu-M members planned to visit Singapore and do a show there. n what did i do? *scream!!* ahaha bah, pls come to Singapore soonies, i dun care if i have to fly over to Singapore juz for one night for one show, i'll do it. HAHAHAH sanggup~~ and even though SuJu-M sja yg pigi Singapore, jad tah..dari nada.. xP
n it also said that (though Henry goes "shh shh shh") MAYBE SuJu-M (all 7 memebers) will be staring in a TV series. Hangeng hopes that there'll be a script written suitable for all 7 members. hwaiting~! i hope there'll be a TV series involving SuJu-M. i'll definitely will watch one~..ahaha

what else? oh Kyuhyun. that guy ah..very mean but funny at the same time. from that interview MV, he was imitating Hangeng's singing. Like, jahat cHeechul, bnrnya, jahat g cKyuhyun. usulnya diam2 ah..once he strikes, you'll be like, "jahat ehhh!!"..ahaha but the other member (including the one that he imitates) juz laughed along. people said that it shows how close the members are towards each other. i'd say, "maybe" ahahaha no lah..i think they are close to one another. how cn u not be close to one another after going thru thick and thin? that's juz silly and pointless. baik jad solo artist! ahaha kejiwa moment for a certain person xP

ok, i gotta run now..kn jalan..will update krg mlm psl SuJu + SNSD MV. cute but am soooooo super jealous..xP ahahah

annyeong~~ xD

p/s: i think aku kn damam. wat is the wrong with the me? AM A HEALTHY PERSON!

two fav Blog of the moment...

yes, aku ada fav. (pls, no offence to others..ehe xD)

1. of course, psl artists Korea. they always have the latest news on my SuJu there. not everyday or everytime plang..but yeah, the latest...first introduced to me by cZawir but at that time, i wasn't really interested but after so many links cZawir bagi, i decided jad 'fan'nya rh fb. Yes, ada fb acct. easier, i think. coz i dun have to do much but wait for SuJu's news to pop up, click the link given, and there, am reading SuJu. ahaha awu, obsession!..as i said before, NOT good for ya health xP
Here's the link: http://dkpopnews.blogspot.com

2. cPutri punya blog. AWESOME ani bah..masih ku blajar cna kn edit2 gmbr (alum plang bnr2, since, i dun have much time. ada, p mls ku kn edit2 gmbr coz i know it would consume my entire night life xP)..p mcm, somehow..the way she lay out her blog, mcm ya tulis pki tgn ja..u know, like when u're writing down stuff in ur personal diaries..with doodles, pix and stuff..thats how i feel blog cPutri is. SO AWESOME! the next tym ko blk Brunei, i go to your place and watch how u post ur blog Putri ahh.. if you would allow it jua tu..eheh
You shud really check hers out: http://aki-lifeless.blogspot.com

So yeah..me favs.
gotta go now..mcm nda kn kaja saja..p bila jua ku kn kaja, kn? ahahaha siuk bah mpost pagi2 buta b4 kaja ni.. xD

My Boys; Dec series..

hahaha what ever the title means to u xP...

firstly and must; I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK TO COME! HURRY UP!!! sigh. p alum packing..ahaha xP antam sja chia krg the night before..xP

secondly, and second must; I HAVE WESTLIFE'S 10TH ALBUM!!! Where We Are YAAYYYYY!!! lawa2 lagu nya..n ku dgr ada urg ucap bida. U HAVE NO EARS! have p duno how to use them. meaning, u are no music fan watsoever. haha kejiwa~~ but i always defended my boys. the only thing that upsets me about this album, is that..Kian n Nicky nada nyanyi..juz like the last 3 to 4 albums before this one. Nicky has a husky voice n Kian punya sora pun lawa jua..MAKE A SONG THAT WOULD SUITs Nicky's and Kian's voice lah next time..even if it's only for a few lines...PLEASE~~~

Thirdly; i have the Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince DVD. i know i've watched the movie already but, i think i bought the ori DVD becoz for the sake of not wanting to miss the 'flow'..cna kn explain ah? hmmm..kira cam, since i already have up to movie no. 5, Order of the Phoenix, it's a shame not to try and complete the collection, kan? kira cematu lah..paham2, nda2..nda ku majal..ahaha xP

Fourthly; i bought Super Junior 3rd Album. tapi, kemarin bru ku realise, panya nada lagu It's You. i tot it was in that album as well..i haven't check the official song list for the album plang..will try and check later on, IF rajin..IF sja tu xP..i dun feel any different plang buying the ori one (beside feeling proud, thinking, maybe am the only SuJu fan in Brunei yg bali Ori ahahahah!) lagi pun, inside, it's all in Hangul..the lyrics, the Thank Yous..everything..except for part of the lyrics yg ada English lah (yg English part ani th yg mbuat kn aku tau yg atu lyrics..xD obsess~)..

Fifthly; am bored. ahahah aku mau karaoke-ing. dmlm plang dh..lagu Westlife..ahahah yah, finally..ku bali th jua Westlife, Karaoke Collections tu..sanggup bh..mcm nda blayar sja next week xP..n yes, all the above, CDs + DVDs ku bali dMiri..sma drg family cKuch last Sunday, 6th Dec ah..(awu ching, am part of ur family dah xD~)...it was a fun trip..restless ganya sal bnyk bangun, tido, bangun, tido..sanak ku with myself..ahahaha cana kh usul ku lam kapal ni krg.. xP

Sixthly; Rasyid bagi aku DVD cSiwon, Battle of Wits. though probably nda bnyk scenes cSiwon, aku masih mau liat jua..kekasih ku~~ marry me~~~ *singing my own rendition of 'Marry U' song xp* ahahah

Seventhly; THANK U RASYID! for mendgni aku kemarin, 9th Dec smpi belangau2...(shhhh..jn bising..singan sini sja yg bulih dmention in public..ahah xP) THANK U!! nanti ku blanja ko sushi ahh..Rasyid sorang ja ni, jan ada yg menyampuk sna tu.. xP ahah

Eightly; i know i dun celebrate Christmas but I cant help to feel so Jolly too..ahaha lagu2nya ni g lawa..isuk2 mpost lagu cNsync-Merry Christmas Happy Holiday..or lagu cAshley Tisdale- Last Christmas....

Ninethly; aku mau buat fic. i have the storyline and characters ready. all i need now is the motivation to start typing. xP

Tenth; bh sudah th..will update on the next calender date. maybe posting up some lyrics. bukn Christmas eh, atu, udah ku kn blayar or balik blayar th...maybe lagu Westlife yg baru ah..*sigh dreamily* lawa2 yoh lagunya..sedih but lawa~~...

bh, annyeong~~ xD

SuJu based fanfiction?

SuJu based fanfiction? shock? so do i. ahaha



i read a few lines tad at this one blog. awal2, i tot it was some random article bout SuJu, skali, when i carry on reading, i realised that it was actually a fiction. but stopped before i even finish that one paragraph, coz mcm, am not used to reading Asian artists based fanfiction. i can read Westlife, Blue, Nsync, Josh Groban or even Harry Potter's characters based fanfiction but SuJu's? ahaha am not used to it yet... it'd be interesting though, don't you think? (i know cRasyid will be excited for this LoL!)...i tried to Googled for others, i saw some competition going on for fanfiction and some people are actually looking/asking for SuJu based fanfictions. interesting stuff~~ would definitely go and read those fictions if i wasn't so malas today xP..
and maybe i will have my motivation back to write fictions too. esp now that i want to include Siwon and some other Korean artists in it. yeah, maybe i should have a look at it. NO, NOT stealing ideas/storyline/etc. i have my very own thank you very much. I just want to be as anthuestic as i was before, writing fictions and forget about this world. i want that part of my life back. i miss that me. i used to be full of vocabs, full of stories, full of ideas. i want it back. i want it all back.
But, COME ON! even if i make a fiction full of my own storyline to boost, the thing is, most fictions tend to lean towards this similar storyline. I've read many books (by professional authors) and fictions online and most of them had at least this one plot similar. except for Harry Potter lah. atu lain sikit. p most Love Story fictions have similar plots. different but similar. payah kn explain, paham2 th sendiri xP ahaha.. but yeah, i have diff storyline plang for this next fic. as in diff from the previous one. much more diff now i have true Asian characters (not that i don't have any Asian character before but..oh well, you wouldn't understand even if i explain...)...

Ookk then. i think thats all for now. ahaha sadang2 majal kn mpost pagi2 buta ani..xP annyeong~~

My Sister's Keeper

touchy. and sweet storyline.
Abigail Breslin and Cameron Diaz were in it. and Also this girl from the Eloise at the Plaza, Sofia Vassilieva ( i think she is of Russian descendents xP psl imdb.com stated something that made me think so). oh, this guy, hensem, Evan Ellingson. ahaha bila jua nda miss meliat lelaki hensem xP.



I juz finished watching the movie. the line that made me go tears was "Remember when I go to camp, and I was afraid that I'm gona miss you guys so much? You asked me to sit on the left side of the bus, near the window. So that I'd be able to look back at you." the mother goes, "I remember" and Kate continues, "I got the same seat now". gila! nangis wah ku!

Ok.. Unlike my previous post (which one had told me that I wasn't being clear and left me to assume that my previous post left people confuse. aku pun confuse bh. HAHAHA neways~~)am gona expalin the storyline a lil clearer for this post. xD

the story was about a mother, who would do ANYTHING in the world to save her first child, Kate's life. Kate was diagnosed with a cancer, leukemia. in order to keep Kate alive, they need "several" operations. but both parents were not a match for a transplant and so was Jesse, their second child, a son. So, the doctor suggested them to have a 'test-tube-child' (so they'd be able to 'engineer' its outcome. like, same blood cell as Kate. a match for other body cell as well) which they agreed to and came Anna.
So this Anna, as it was explain in the movie, was 'made' as her sister's spare part. Anna went thru several procedures/operations, like a body parts donor lah tu ah, for the sister.
by the time Anna was 13, she decided she doesn't want to continue to give parts of her body to her sister, knowing fully well that by doing so, the sister would die. It's not becoz she doesn't love the sister. Anna loves Kate to bits and would do anything for Kate. Only, she wishes to stop. So, the story begins. Anna suing her mother for her rights to her own body.
yadda, yadda, yadda...bnyk flashback the movie. like, llooooonngggg flashback. mcm, there's this one tym, Kate was looking over her scrapbook (awu, i watched two movies for two subuh and both contain a scrapbook xP),i realised the movie was doing a flashback but by the end of it, aku tkajut yg rupanya tad tu flashback..ahahah like, panjang bnr jua udah tuu..but i guess that would happen when you're closer to death. i guess..and the movie continued to show the battle that the family had to go thru. though the line in the movie kept saying, the family was breaking apart, i still think that there are still a lot of love around. esp the siblings love. touchy2 moments.

but the thing is, Kate is dying, with or without the kidney transplant (Anna was a match but she refuses to donate. so i assume, they have another donor, since, even towards the end, they still talk about the operations for the next day). n the mother juz wouldn't accept that fact. Until the very end, as i quoted first thing in this post, bru th she accepted it. she cried. like, she nvr cried before. like, letting out all the feelings that she had been holding back (to be strong and such, etc)

the ending? of course, cKate died. they moved on. i love the ending punya quote (can't recall now xP)..So, you should watch this movie..i didn't quite tell everything in details. some pieces are still missing and you wouldn't understand the cerita until u watch it. so, watch it if you haven't already xD.. It's worth watching...

Pixar's UP

i love it. esp, the ending. *tears*


though it started off dull (BUT full of sweetness aannddd back to dullness again shortly afterwards), the storyline was quite nice and full of meaning. Carl and Ellie, aku suka berabis! sweet! mcm, dari kanak2..smpi tua and Ellie died.
then came the Russel character. n Dug, the dog. n Kevin, a rare female bird. the story lies along the line cCarl's journey to go to this place called the Paradies Falls in South America. Quote, "it's like America, only, South", young Ellie. HAHAHAHA i laughed hard for that scene. like, duuurhhhhH~~
neways..along the way, biasa, without mishap and mayhem, a story won't be as interesting or as worth watching, nda ja? ja~..


So, after cCarl hit a worker, who dismental his sentimental mailbox, he was ordered to move into an elderly housing. But instead of doing so, he fly his house using helium balloons, thousands of it. he planned to fly it to Paradise Falls, like what he and Ellie had plan when they were younger. So, yadda, yadda, yadda...met Kevin. chase by well-trained dogs. met the master. ran away. Kevin got injured. help Kevin get home. Kevin captured by master because Carl safe his house which was about to get burn. Carl got the house exactly where Ellie would have one her club house to be, next and facing the Paradise Falls.
Carl reminisced and browsed over Ellie's scrapbook. in previous scenes, the scrapbook page stopped at Trucs A Faire, which means ( i just googled xP) Things To Do. but when Carl was bout to shut the book, the Trucs A Faire page turned and revealed His and Ellie's wedding pictures, and others, a few pages more. in the last page, where the old Carl and Ellie sat at their comfy chair and were holding hands, Ellie wrote something and it touches me. the writing was in French and i can only assume (msa ku meliat movie to. nada translator yo. so, most French writings, i can only assume first. evem Trucs A Faire aku tau meaningnya AFTER ku abis liat movie tu xP), "Thank You for the Adventure, something something, Love, Ellie"...after that cCarl seems determined to help Russel find and help Kevin. Carl walked out of his house only to find cRussel on his roof getting, tighting balloons ropes around him, and about to take off and safe kevin. yadda, yadda, yadda...
master died. Carl's house, he let go to safe Russel, Kevin and Dug. the end. eh, before the end, the final scene showed that the Carl's house landed (awu landed, since masih ada balloon attached to it that soften the landing, i think) itself exactly where Ellie imagined it would be, next to and facing Paradise Falls. the end.
i wonder if the movie is French base or not. coz, some writings are in French. p not all. like in the scrapbook, i see many english writings. juz the Trucs A Faire and final Ellie's quote atu. or maybe this dvd that i just watched was copied from the French -version of the movie. maybe~..

So, i know i lay out the storyline already but u should watch the cartoon, bnyk part cali, many i can't quite recall now. ehe..so liat katun, it's good for your health. caya th..ahaha ok ok.. i left you now with the quote from Ellie, yg aku tears ulihnya..walaupun msa ku liat tym movie tu aku nda paham, lagi ku tears msa ku tau meaning nya *sniff sniff*..maybe tym kamu bca, kamu nda tears..thats why u need to watch the movie, understand the important of the storyline, then, u can understand the meaning of this quote/saying.



"Merci pour cette belle aventure-
Il est temps pour toi d'en vivre une nouvelle!
Je t'aime, Ellie"

which means,

"Thank You for this wonderful adventure-
It is time for you to live anew!
I love you, Ellie"


p/s: i like the idea yg cEllie tu, is full of colors. xD i LOVE colors!

Attack on the Pin-Up Boys

or as Zawir like to call "High School Kid". as most readers may already know, this movie is Super Junior Oriented. ahahah n the reason why am watching.

i've watched it once rh youtube.com (in parts) n that was unclear. Now, rh DVD (YES! i got the DVD. GOMAWOON WIR~~) clear habis n part yg kana hit with shit tu, MBARIGALI BNR. at one point aku kn tjeluak sna tu. ahaha p SuJu punya psl ku liat sja..n since scenes mbarigali tu, sikit sja..n i still LOVE cSungmin punya scenes, yg awal2 msa Valentine Day, before ya kna hit with shit. ahah like, OVER BAH! NDA KN SMPI CATU?! haha p maybe bnr lah..esp, for those yg as obsess as i am xP...
yg lain2 punya part..ok lah..cDonghae cute. cSiwon, i hate ya punya character sna xP. oh, Eunhyuk cute jua!.. cRyeowook, geek+vain much? ahaha cHangeng and Yesung nda brapa kluar. cKibum kira the lead character lah since he's also the narrator. Heechul, biasa, ngan vain2 nya..Shindong cute. mkn sja kaja nya. Kyuhyun and Leeteuk nada. last2 ja Leeteuk kuar p atu pun for mv 'Wonder Boys' drg ja, as the guy inside the Panda costume. from what i read rh youtube.com comment tu, they said, it was Ryeowook yg inside the costume atu during the production of the movie instead of cLeeteuk as shown rh mv drg. (moving on~) who else? erm, oh cKangin. he's actually quite cute. HAHAHAH anu, nda pernah2 ku memuji ya kiut xP...13 already kh? *counting* yup. 13. oh cKyuhyun was not in the movie becoz he was still recovering (during that time) from his fatal injury from an accident. sad story, find it yourselves. Googled it. xP

thats it for now. need to sleep sleep sleep. ahaha bhantu Korea ani xP...

annyeong...

P/S: i think i need to watch 'Hello School Girl' tomorrow. Kangin's one of the cast. n that series, Romance Zero. also cKangin. see if i have time lah..eheh xD

Ghost Whisperer: Season 5

cChristoph mikin HENSEM!!

n i didn't expect the first episode's gona start off like that.

Even so, it's an awesome 4 episodes. i like anak cMelinda punya 'power'..n but it's creepy too. Now, i can't wait for the next dvd containing the next four episodes and i'm sure it's gona take a while. Ghost slalu lambat..like CSI:NY, Heroes and Grey's smua ada dua disc sudah. slalu bah..sigh! neways..tunggu sja chia~ wat to do? *shrugged* so, i leave with a few pictures from Ghost. i take no credits whatsoever. i took them off the Google Image search engine. too lazy to see who actually posted them on the internet but thanx to whoever they are, i have them too. ahaha xD enjoy~

Shocking...

i know it's got nothing to do with me but I'M THEIR NO.1 FAN IN BRUNEI, thus ANYTHING Westlife, it's got to do something with me. make sense? No? then leave...

Neways, shocking.
and heartfelt condolences to Nicky Byrne who's father died of (suspected) Heart-attack on 3rd Nov. He was 60 years old. i saw pictures of cNicky carrying his father's coffin into a van/car. he looked sooo kesian (nda ku tecari words msani) n i feel like i wana give him a huge hug of comfort but since band member, Kian Egan said words of comfort didn't quite help as Nicky was inconsolable, i guess my huge hug of comfort (+ am a freakin stranger) won't help much.
Thus due to do sudden sad news, Westlife put a halt to their Radio promotional Tours. Shane apologized for any disappointment caused. n i think we fans (those who are looking forward to crash those radio station mentioned lah. since aku, far from 'reaching', no disappointment watsoever felt. xD) wouldn't mind much and would understand lah. We know how family is so important to our boys. :)
for more info, go Googled the news. it's much more tearful than this one.

Speaking of shock, after i found out bout Nicky Sr. death, i only found out bout Kian's father's death in July, to cancer. like, i didn't know??!! And i tried to find articles on it but nada. or aku malas mencari. hehe So, there are two parents death in Westlife already. an i didn't know?!! alrite, alrite..i know now..it's just, i missed alot of my boys since they taken a year break from the band. I didn't expect they'd come back with this. :S... nvm boys, what doesn't break you, makes you stronger, right? hwaiting...eh, slh, korea chia plang..what's 'Don't give up' in Gaelic? haha

neways, sympathy to Nicky Byrne and family and those closer around him. and also to Kian, who's sad news i just found out.

2012

yayyyy! finally, after a long while aku liat wyg again. n with a good movie to it xD



watched 2012 with Rasyid, Azhar n adi cAzhar tad. it was, kira, awesome lah..graphicnya lawa..jalan cetanya, paham ku. n castnya, bagus lah. ahaha apakn cara ku mgomen ah? xP neways, cRasyid SUKA, berabis ceta ah. mcm, katanya the best among the other end-of-the-world movies. i still like the Day After Tomorrow *shrugged*..but 2012 bnyk funny scenes. which i can't quite recall now. my head is so heavy right now..(tapi rasa hati kn liat Ghost Whisperer. YES. it's finally here!! bru disc 1 plang with 4 episodes only eheh)..



I also watched G.I.Joe. n i like it, esp the army language. cool actions. there's definitely gona be a sequel right? since namanya G.I.Joe. Rise of Cobra, the Cobra rise and fall at the very end of the movie. n then there's that thing being fake president. Azhar was right. Earlier, in the introduction of Joe, that Captain/wat-ever-u-call-him said, something "When all else fails, we don't". Fail kali ah yg they didn't find out bout the "president"..ahaha so, DEFINITELY a sequel ahead?

bh atu sja kali..barat bnr mata ku -_-" will continue lagi nanti..annyeong...

Gift of a Friend

am addicted to this song. VERY MUCH. it's an OST from Tinkerbell and the Lost Treasure. yeah, i know, katun p lawa jln cetanya. besides, ada Jesse McCartney!!! ahah n u probably know all the voice casts. i do. ada cMae (the voice of Katara of Avatar), cRaven, Lucy Liu, Anjelica Huston (from Ever After)..So, yeah..cute n jln cetanya acceptable. iLike~~

Here's the lyrics. it may turned out funny again since aku copy n paste sja..malas ku menaip.. eheh enjoy~ but really, u shud listen to the song. wordsnya ni, nda plang lawa sngt. normal ja.. xP



Sometimes you think you'll be fine by yourself
'Cause a dream is a wish that you make all alone
It's easy to feel like you don't need help
But it's harder to walk on your own

You'll change inside when you realize

The world comes to life and everything's bright
From beginning to end
When you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in
The gift of a friend
The gift of a friend

Someone who knows when you're lost and you're scared
And there through the highs and the lows
Someone you can count on, someone who cares
Beside you wherever you'll go

You'll change inside when you realize

The world comes to life and everything's bright
From beginning to end
When you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in
The gift of a friend

And when your hope crashes down, shattering to the ground
You, you feel all alone
When you don't know which way to go
And there's no signs leading you home
You're not alone

The world comes to life and everything's bright
From beginning to end
When you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in
When you believe in
You can believe in
The gift of a friend

Demi Lovato- Gift of a Friend. xD

Restless..

i dreamt of Siwon n I again. for sure we are meant to be. MUAHAHAHA. p kn lam mimpi tu mcm lam game Pet Society. ahahahah be-antu bnr game atu smpi ku tmimpi2.. xP kali kn, bru jua kami kn getting to know each other (i think this mimpi, cetanya kira, before the previous dream lah ni..mcm flash back. ahahaha ada lagi tu~ xP), thats when the mimpi turns mcm lam Pet Society n aku tbngun. ttido blk, mimpi tu bsmbung p no more Siwon. tbngun. ttido. different dream. tbgun. jam ku bbunyi. turn off alarm. tutup mata. so on and so ford. gila, nda restless dmana..if this shud carries own, am gona go n seek for a psychiatrist (lurus kh tu? or this one for pakar jiwa? HAHAHA *check dictionary* ohh..ya ada ckp 'shrink' kira sma lah tu ahaha)..neways *clear throat*..move on...

speaking of throat. tongsil ku back in business. since last Thursday. n got high fever since Sunday. So, today, bekurangan dh..bisai ubat fevernya atu, skali mkn, ilang slajur..except yg tongsil..i still have the difficulty kan swallow even my own saliva *ewwwness much xP*..nehuu..mc today, was supposed to rest but i cn't. mcm, sejam2 ku tbgun..dari dmlm dh tu..gila kali mun cani..WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! WHY CAN'T I SLEEP PEACEFULLY?!

bh..nothing else to say..oh, zawir ckp, SuJu M has new mv, Tomorrow's Blue or Blue Tomorrow kh? ahah which ever, same meaning. p alum ku tcheck..mls ku nunggui bufferingnya ahh..kejiwa i.. xP

bh, until next time..annyeong~ xD

Yayyy!! i did it...

i shud've taken some pictures of my room before the...what do u call when u repositioned furnitures in a room? it can't be refurnished, can it? neways..I shud've done it.. eheh n yes, thats wat i did the whole day today..repositioning furniture in my room..been trying to do it since last Monday but kept on malas-ing n a bit tired really...but no matter, i did it!!~~ *BIG smile*

so, one missioned down another 2 to go. will be looking for a hot purple paint n some lovely dark purple curtain..i'll be purple goth by next year..ahaha i've so many wish that i want to be done before 2010..hope i cn make it~~ xD

Some updates.. regarding movies that i've watched n one that i try to finish watching. Where Got Ghost? n Orphan. dua plang sja ahaha am a bit disappointed with Where Got Ghost? funny n tkajut2 p disappointed. n Orphan, well havent finish watching it..mcm, mbagi mental anak ah..but i wana watch since her characther is Russian. ahah lain~ my fren ckp, i'll be surprise with the ending but don't we all with all this American Thriller/Horror base movies? neways..thats my updates..ehe

am bored.

annyeong~~

So What...

annyeong~~

a certain person is acting cold towards me. n i think i know why but am not sure.

THE THING IS hidup ku, aku punya suka lah. IF I CHOSE TO HAVE A BETTER LIFE, WHO ARE YOU TO STOP ME? YOU'RE NOT GOD! even IF you are God, wouldn't you want your subject to lead a better path? SPOILED. SELFISH. COW. eventhough I got it all wrong (i mean, salah sebab knpa ya cold atu), am not gona take back all that I've said. some words are better posted out loud (<--hahah apakn? xP)

i think atu sja..ngaleh ku..mls ku kn kaja~~~...bila jua ku rajin? muahaha BUT AT LEAST ah..mls2 ku kn kaja, i never slack in performing my task..yes, i make mistake but am only HUMAN, am NOT PERFECT.

sigh. banar..bth2 ku kaja ni, jarang ku kn stress psl keraja ku..most of the time aku stress psl manusia2 yg keraja nya kn make life urg lain miserable. Sharing n Caring my fucking ass lahh.

alright, alright..am gone..

till next time, annyeong~ xD

I thought You said...

Maybe it's the things I say
Maybe I should think before I speak
But I thought I knew enough
To know myself and do what's right for me

And these wall I'm building now
You used to bring 'em down
And the tears I'm crying out
You used to wipe away

I thought you said it was easy
Listening to your heart
I thought you said I'd be okay
So why am I breaking apart
Don't wanna be torn [4x]

Don't make me choose between
What I want and what you think I need
'Cause I'll always be your little girl
But even little girls have got to dream
Now it all feels like a fight
You were always on my side
And the lonely I feel now
You used to make it go away

I thought you said it was easy
Listening to your heart
I thought you said I'd be okay
So why am I breaking apart
Don't wanna be torn

Why is this all so confusing
Complicated and consuming
Why does all this make me angry
I wanna go back to being happy
These tears I'm crying now you used to wipe away

I thought you said it was easy
Listening to your heart
I thought you said I'd be okay
So why am I breaking apart
Don't wanna be torn [8x]

Hannah Montana/Miley Cyrus- Don't Wanna Be Torn.

Tell Me...

brainstorming...

what do you think when i tell you, that i wana dye my hair, red? like, blazing red. mcm cHayley from Paramore punya rambut ah...




what do you think??